"You wanted to talk?" Renjun asked as he met soojin who was anxiously bitting her lips nodding she looked at him taking a deep breath "renjun what are we?" She asked making him confused
"that's supposed to my question" he said stirring his coffee
He had excepted this for he had known the girl for a long time "renjun i-" her words left incomplete as he cleared his throat "I understand you.. soo don't worry" he muttered trying to smile a bit but failed
"I'm sorry but with me being sick it doesn't seem right for me to start a relationship when I'm not sure of my next heartbeat" she explained sighing "would you believe me if i told you it was a momentarily crush?" Her words making renjun smile "I've known you for so long not to believe your lies soojin but again I excepted this so don't blame yourself" he mumbled as soojin got up holding her hand out "we're going for a walk it's suffocating here" she muttered"You okay?" He asked concerned to which she nodded
"jun it's not the feelings I'm unsure of it's not knowing when this heart beating inside me will stop functioning you are already doing enough for me as a friend to start another relation will burden not only you but me too" she trembled "it's better if we don't take ways which are hard for us" her words making his heart ache yet he knew every word coming out of her mouth was right"why are you so scared to commit a relationship?" He asked "I'm afraid to lose our friendship what if..what if we don't work out and then we'd break up! I can't lose you to mere change of labels..jun what we have i can't lose that..it scares me to think about that...what if we both end up like jaemin and hari ..they were friends too but they don't even look at each other all that left is bitterness if that were to happen to us I'd go crazy" she expressed her facial expression showing the amount if care she had for him
Nodding with a smile he gave her a hug "don't worry just focus of getting better it's enough for me to see you alive" his words came out as a whisper "jun"
"I'm okay it's better to be your friend" he ruffled her hair
"best friend bitch" she squinted her eyes
"best friends" he gave a chuckle
In the end they choose friendship over relationshipIt was the best solution call it not meant to be or fate
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Dream Rush || Nct 00line
Fanfiction"What will it cost to make you shut up?" "your lips on mine or your last name with mine" Nct dream 00line Renjun,jeno, haechan, jaemin, soojin , Yangyang "Dreamies fam"