Chapter 15: Him

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Y/N pov:
Time has passed. But it passed slowly.
I spent my time with dancing. I dance blackpink dances alot, also some itzy, twice and red velvet. But the most I am dancing BTS songs. I also like to spent the time with singing songs. I mostly sing BTS of course but also Y/f/b/s( your favourite band songs). Sometimes I am watching k-dramas. But not very oft.
I don't eat alot a day but it is different every day. I rarely eat 3 meals a day. Mostly it is 1 meal and the some vegetables or fruits. Sometimes I eat 2 meals a day. I lost a lot of weight. I almost have a figure like kpop idols. But I don't have planed to get a idol.
The rest of the time I am spending to think about him, about Agust. I spend the time sinking in a black whole of depression. Why did he leave? Wasn't I good enough for him? Did I do something wrong? Did he never liked me just abit? Am I wrong, did he meet me because he was sad for me because of my life in the past? Is he at least doing okay? Is he having a girlfriend now? What should I do?                                                                                                                                                                                           ___________
Hey it is the author.                                                                                                                                                                            I wanted to say sorry that chapter 9,10,11,12,13 were so short.  I will try to update longer chapters or more chapters. I am going to school next week so it is a bit difficult but I will try to update a lot.
Are there some blinks under you? Tomorrow is Lisa's solo dropping I am sooooooo excited. But I am sure it is going to be good and she is going to slay it! Fighting!
Wich groups do you like?
Have a great week left!
Bye

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