Kirstin's POV
My phone went off. I answered it.
"Hello this is Rachel's mom",she choked out. "Hi is everything ok"? Kian looked over at me confused. "Rachel committed suicide". "Ok I will be right there",I chocked out. I hung up I dropped the phone and let out a violent sob. "NOOOO",I screamed! Kian got up and came over to me. "What's wrong", he asked. "Ra...c...hel i...s d...ea...d". He pulled me in tighter. I cried and cried and cried. My mom came in. "What's wrong"? Kian told her. She came over and hugged me. I finally got control and kian left the baby with my mom and we went to Rachel's.
I got to Rachel's house. I knocked on the door. Her mom answered. She hugged me and let us in. We went to Rachel's room. I picked up a picture of me and Rachel. I started shaking and dropped the picture. It broke. Her mom came and picked it up. "I...m so...r...ry",I choked out. "No it's ok dear",she said picking up the glass. "You can have anything you want",her mom said. I nodded. I took most of the pictures we took together. I was looking through her drawers then I found a box. There was a sticky note on top.
Dear Kirstin,
I know your reading this. I'm probably already gone. I have all these notes for everyone who I love. Please don't read these till my funeral.
Love,Rachel
I grabbed my pictures and a couple more things. Then me and kian left.
Sam's POV
I got a call from Rachel's mom. She is gone. Why would I do that to her. I'm so fucking stupid. I feel like this is all my fault. I laid down in bed and remember all the memories we made together. I soon drifted off into a deep sleep.
