Kirstin's POV
I pulled out the next letter it was addressed to Rickey, Trevor, Connor,and Kian
Dear, Ricky, Trevor, Connor, and Kian
You guys are awesome. You guys made me laugh every time i was with you guys. I love you guys like brothers. You guys were always there for me when I needed you. There is never going to be enough thank yous for what you guys have helped me with. I love you guys so much.
Love, Rachel
I pulled out the next letter it was addressed to JC.
Dear JC,
Oh JC, Your amazing I loved hanging out with you. You are so funny. I'm gonna miss you so much. There was so many things we did that were stupid but freaking hilarious. I love you so much and I'm gonna miss you.
Love, Rachel.
I pulled out the next one addressed to Sam.
Dear Sam,
I love you Sam. Your the best boyfriend in the world. I loved when we laid in bed and cuddled. Yeah we got into fights but we would find away around it and it would all work out. I'm gonna miss your kisses and hugs. I love you so much and don't forget no matter what happens I love you.
Love, Rachel
There was only one letter left in the box. I opened it up and it was addressed to me. I gulped.
Dear Kirstin,
Kirstin, man there is so much to say it would take me years to just finish everything between us. I loved our endless trips to the mall and time together. We would laugh talk and have fun. Thank you for helping me with my anxiety in the past. But no one could this time. I just couldn't take the world anymore. Oh how you were a sister to me. I don't even know if I could call you a sister. You were so close to me I don't even think there are words to describe what you are to me. I probably was the sword friend ever. But I know you weren't. Don't be sad. I love you so much. No matter where you are I'm always with you. I love you sis.
Love, Rachel
I was crying so much. I grabbed the letters and went to my car. I slammed my hands down on the steering wheel. "Why did you have to go Rachel why I cared and loved you so much",I cried out. "Why"?
