Chapter fourty two

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Kirstin's POV
(A couple days later)
Today was Rachel's funeral. I got up and took a shower. I haven't been the same sense Rachel died. I got out and put on the outfit above. I did my hair and makeup. I gave Travis a bath and then got him dressed. I grabbed my keys and the box I found in Rachel's drawer. We got in the car and left.
I got Travis out of his seat. I walked over to kian. "Hey". He said hugging me. He kissed Travis. I have Travis to kian so I could go see everyone else. I went to Sam first. He looked bad. I hugged him. I then went and hugged all the other guys. We all finally sat down and listened to the guy talk. "Now we are gonna hear from Rachel's best friend Kirstin",he said. I stood up and held the box tightly in my hands. I went up to the podium. "Hello",I said. "My name is Kirstin carter I was one of Rachel's best friends. When I was looking at the stuff in Rachel's room I found a box asking if I would read these letters today so I am going to". I opened the box and pulled out the first letter it was addressed to her mom.
Dear mom,
Hi mom, yeah I know I'm gone and of course your going to be sad. It's a natural feeling. I had to go it was my time. I'm not gonna demand you to get over this. But I would like you to try and move on. I don't want you living in pain the rest of your life. Trust me I did half my life. I'm truly sorry for having to leave so soon but it was for the best. I will always love you.
Love,Rachel

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