To Love You Like I Do

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Pairing: Peter Parker x Fem!Reader

Summary: Peter sees the reader upset on a rooftop and realizes that his feelings might be reciprocated

Warnings: mentions of sex and loss of one's virginity, it's mostly sad I'm sorry

A/N: Oof I've been gone for a while and I miss writing so much. I bet you guys didn't even notice lol Anyways here's another story that I have sadly experienced myself. Jeez Alex we get it, you went through a bad break up get over it. I hope you guys like it and leave some feedback, I love hearing what you have to say.

Word Count: 2.2k

Peter could say he is the happiest boy alive right now and pass a lie detector test. He finally felt like he could do absolutely anything. Sure he was Spiderman and most likely can do anything, but he wasn't talking about spiderman. He was talking about Peter Parker, the nerdy boy who got picked on. Peter Parker is finally a man.

"Peter just because you had sex for the first time, doesn't necessarily mean you're a 'man'." You were the first person Peter thought about telling this amazing news to. You were his best friend, other than ned. But you've known each other your entire lives, it only made sense to tell you first.

"You're probably right Y/N, but man I feel incredible. Like I can conquer anything!" Peter laid in your bed, staring at the ceiling, remembering all the events from a few hours ago. And sitting next to him was his best friend, hiding the tears streaming down her face.

"Ok calm down 'Captain America," you tried to fake a small giggle so Peter wouldn't grow suspicious of you, "but I'm happy for you. You finally lost your v card to a girl you really cared about, right?"

Peter shrugged and sat up. "I like her and I think she's really pretty, but we don't have anything in common, other than our biology homework." Peter smiled at how ironic his situation was. "We don't have chemistry, literally." He smiled to himself when he heard you giggle.

"I guess I just thought everyone waited for that special person to experience that with. Someone you connect with and share a special bond with. Someone you can trust completely." You knew Peter could read you easily so you tried to avoid looking at him by grabbing a few things for a shower.

"Well I thought that too at one time but no girl ever looked at me that way, or even asked me out the way Gwen did. So I took my chance and it was great. I'm not saying that you shouldn't wait because you totally can if you want to. It's just that my situation is a bit different, you know?" You wanted to ask Peter how his situation was any different from yours, but you didn't think you could keep your tears from spilling out.

"Yeah, I guess you're right. Well, it is pretty late Pete and I was planning on taking a bath before you came. No pun intended." You heard Peter chuckle and it made your chest burn and inflate all at once, you hated the way he made you feel sometimes.

"Yeah you're right, I still have some homework to finish up. I'll see you tomorrow y/n."

"Good night peter."

And just like that Peter was walking out your bedroom door with his arms wide open. "I'm the king of the world y/n!"

As Peter walked out of your apartment and a few doors down into his apartment, you were walking out and sneaking off onto the roof. You just needed some fresh air and somewhere Peter hadn't been. You already had a chair and a few blankets up there, it was your secret place. Well, it wasn't a secret, you just never told Peter about it.

You sat there and let your tears and sobs come freely, you felt silly for feeling so heartbroken over this. You should have known that Peter would never see you as anything more than a best friend, he most likely saw you as a sister. You cringe at the thought of Peter being your brother.

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