"Letting go doesn't mean that you don't care about someone anymore. It's just realizing that the only person you really have control over is yourself."
-Deborah Reber
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"Colleen's POV"
Hindi ko mapigilang mapabuntong hininga sa tuwing susulyap ako kay Kallus, madaling araw na ngayon at nagbobonfire kami. Nilapitan naman niya ako nang mapansing maya't maya ang sulyap ko sa kaniya. Ginulo niya ang buhok ko at ngumiti as always.
"It's nothing, I'm fine really."
"Sino ba kasi siraulong sumapak sayo? At bakit ka nagpasapak?"
"I already said that I deserved it. Kung hindi dahil sa lalaking 'yon baka nalunod ka na. I was careless,"
"Wait... So si Adamir sumapak sayo?!"
"Colleen don't confront him now, I think he doesn't want you to know what he did." Sabi ni Aida habang nakatingin sa apoy.
"Hindi naman kayo close para bigla nalang manapak ah!" Medyo nahahighblood na ako,
"Eh Colleen kahit close pa hindi dapat bigla biglang nananapak." Medyo natatawang sabi ni Kallus kaya tinaasan ko siya ng kilay.
"I guess? Pero kami ng pinsan ko nagsusunugan ng bahay eh." Totoo 'to.
"W-what? You mean real house?" Kallus blink his eyes. Cute!
"Yep what she said is true." Nilingon namin si Aida na parang bored na bored.
"Hey Aida antok ka na?" Tanong ko, inangat naman niya ang tingin niya sa akin. This time she pout.
"Yeah. Can I rest? If it is okay with you guys?" She yawn. Tumango naman kami ni Kallus.
"Hindi ka pa ba inaantok Kallus?"
"Naru is coming, mahirap ako magising kaya hihintayin ko nalang mag umaga. Kung bagong gising naman ako I need 20 minutes bago magising sa reyalidad. Funny isn't?" He laugh.
"Omg is that true? You mean bangag moments?" He nod and we laugh.
"Me too, everytime in the morning hahaha."
"That's normal I guess." He said.
"By the way Kallus parang kanina ka pa distracted?"
"I have this bad feeling hindi ko lang alam kung ano?"
"Oh I see, Man instinct?"
"Just like woman instinct you say?"
"Mismo! Hahaha."
"Ah Colleen, if you don't mind... Aida, please stay as her bestfriend."
"Bakit mo naman nasabi bigla 'yan?"
"Aida my cousin she's very soft to the point she hated by others."
"Ay true, hindi ko lang maintindihan kung bakit kahit mabait ka na nga kakainisan ka pa-well naiinis din ako so ewan ko ba. Sabihin nalang natin na depende?"
"Like you hated those kind thing but all pretentious act?"
"Oo gano'n."
"How do you differentiate pretentious to real?"
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