I walked into my loft, and swallowed thickly, feeling tears prick at my eyes. I took in a deep breath, and blinked the tears away. I can't do this anymore, being called a liar, and having Magnus ridiculing all the time. I waved my hands, and everything of mine from Magnus' loft was put where it was before. I closed my door, and clenched my jaw, feeling anger well up from thinking about Magnus. If he wants nothing to do with me, I will grant him his wish. I will leave Brooklyn, and I won't come back. I placed my bag on my couch, and walked towards my room, wondering where I should move to. I stopped when I felt someone approaching my door, and clenched my jaw when I sensed it was Magnus. I opened the door before he could knock, and glared at him, asking," What do yeh want Magnus? Yeh come here to ridicule meh and call meh a liar some more?"
I walked away from the door, and towards my alcohol cabinet, needing something to drink. " No. I know I don't have the right to ask you of this, but I need your help." He told me, huffing in annoyance, and poured myself some rum, placing ice in it.
" Your right. Yeh don't get the right to ask meh that. Yeh don't trust meh, and I have given up of trying to gain said trust. Yeh won't even have to worry of meh any longer. Yeh leave meh alone, I leave yeh alone... it is as simple as that." I told him, finishing my drink, and walked into my apothecary, picking up at book that was sitting on my desk.
" Just like that? You won't bother me about the... incident?" He asked in confusion, watching as I put the book on the shelf, and sighed in frustration, turning to look at him in annoyance.
" Oh, even better. Yeh won't beh seeing meh around at all. As soon as yeh leave meh loft, I am leaving Brooklyn. Yeh won't have to see meh ever again... just like yeh wanted." I told him, patting him on the shoulder, and walked into the other room, hearing him rush after me.
He grabbed my shoulder, and turned me around, seeing he was looking at me in worry. " I might not trust you, but that doesn't mean I don't care. I never said I wanted you to leave. I - I just need time." He told me desperately, clenching my jaw, and pushing his hand off of my shoulder.
" Oh really. YEH need time. I can't do this anymore Magnus. I can't keep dancing around yeh, and hoping THIS, US, will get better. I can't stay around yeh - the person I care about the most - as yeh call meh a LIAR, and RIDICULE meh about the Soulsword. I can't stay knowing I will NEVER gain your trust back since Yeh are waiting for meh to confess to something I DIDN'T DO. I can't stay since being in the same city as yeh IS TEARING MEH APART, IT IS SHATTERING MEH!! Yeh will NEVER trust meh, and yeh can't deny it. Maybe weh can beh friends in the future, but until I get past this... weh are nothing." I told him in frustration, feeling a tear slide down my face, and his mouth was open, trying to think of something to say.
" W - what do you want me to do? How am I supposed to know what is true, and what is a lie?" He asked me, clenching my hands, and taking in a deep breath.
I chuckled sarcastically, and shook my head, quietly saying," That... is why I am leaving. I can't stay with someone who doesn't listen... and trusts meh feelings and advice like a grain of salt."
I looked up at him, and his eyes widened when he saw the tears streaming down my face. " I gave yeh meh heart Bane... and yeh broke it. I hope your happy." I told him, my voice cracking, and I smiled sadly, walking past him.
I wiped the tears off of my face, and took in a deep breath, stopping when he grabbed onto my hand. " Ylvene, look, I'm sorry. All this time I have been selfish, and I didn't even notice you were hurting. I never meant to hurt you. Please, don't leave. We can fix this. Like you said, we always find a way back to each other." He told me, turning to look at him, and was surprised to see the tears in his eyes.
" Yeh are making this harder than it already is. I gave so many chances Magnus. I can't risk yeh breaking meh heart again. I - I can't. Please, leave." I told him quietly, feeling tears in my eyes, and I looked away, taking my hand from his.
I heard something crackle, and something grabbed onto my ankle. I yelped when I was yanked onto my back, and I started to be pulled towards a black portal. " Ylvene!" Magnus yelled in worry, watching as I was pulled into the portal, and I disappeared from sight, everything going black.
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shadowhunters/ destiny: The Hunter and the Warlock
Fiksi PenggemarYlvene is one of the oldest warlocks out there. It is said she was the FIRST warlock, and has lived for thousands of years. She helped the shadowhunters defeat Valentine, and saved the downworld. Magnus thought she knew about the soulsword not being...