Sherlock Oneshots

Tears (Johnlock-part 1)

Quick authors note: I just wanted to say thank you for the views it means a lot and I do try to publish everyday it doesn't help by how I have school but here I am writing another two chapters at once, anyway hope you enjoy the oneshot. <3
-rem
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Sherlock POV:
It was around mid-day and John still hasn't woken up, he usually sleeps for ten hours but fifteen is too much sleep, especially for him so something must be wrong. I go to his room knocking on the door lightly.

"John? Are you awake yet?" I questioned.

I only receive a quiet groan in response. I sigh opening the door to see John wrapped in a sheet, curled up in a ball not wearing a shirt, his eyes were blood shot indicating he had been crying, I walk up to his bed sitting down next to him moving him so he was sitting on my lap, making sure to keep the sheet wrapped around him, only now I notice his eye bags forming, I come to the conclusion that he spends the night crying instead of sleeping which explains why he's so exhausted in the mornings.

"Shhh..it's ok John I'm here.." I whisper rubbing his back.

John grabs hold of my shirt resting his head on my shoulder. I hold his hand kissing it softly. I carefully move him so he could lay on my chest. When moving him I notice some blood on the sheet and on his arms.

"John.." I say hiding the worry in my voice.

"Hmmm...?" He says clearly tired.
"You're bleeding, am I allowed to see if you're alright?" He instantly tenses at my question. i feel tears seeping through my shirt.

"John I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry" I apologise, carefully moving his sheet to reveal scars littered across his arms and torso. I feel a tear run down my face as he looks at me. I gently hold his arm kissing every scar making sure he isn't uncomfortable when doing so. I continue doing this until I feel his breathing soften, looking down at the now sleeping John. I kiss his lips before leaving to get some disinfectant and bandages.

When entering his room with all of the supplies I needed to help my blogger I see him sleeping peacefully. I begin to disinfect his arms watching how he flinched at the contact it broke me to see him like this. I finish bandaging his arms and torso. I tuck him in with a clean blanket kissing his forehead before leaving.

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John's POV:

I wake up to the sound of Sherlock's violin and a sudden pain to my arms and torso thinking nothing of it, I get up putting on a red and black checkered shirt then going to say morning to Sherlock.

"Rise and shine sleepy head" Sherlock said holding back a chuckle.

"Good morning.." I yawned.
"You mean afternoon." He corrected me.
"I- wha-..surly I haven't been asleep for fifteen hours.." I say surprised.
"Well..." he started.
"Well what?"
"Nothing John. Nothing." He said looking me up and down.
"What?" I questioned.
"Nothing, now come here I want to give you a hug."

I sigh walking up to him wrapping my arms around his waist and Sherlock wrapping his around my neck.

"Any new cases?" I ask biting his neck lightly leaving a small hickey behind.
"No, but Mycroft will be coming round" I nod kissing his neck.
"John, that's enough I don't want my brother seeing me like this.." he said picking me up and laying me on the sofa.

"Now go to sleep so I have an excuse for him to leave earlier" he smiles kissing my forehead.
"But I'm not tired" I say sitting up only to be forced to lay down again.
"Then fake it, please.." he says sitting down next to me.
"Ok, ok fine.." I say laying my head on his lap before hearing a faint knock on the door.
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A/N (you can skip if you want):
This oneshot was recommended by my partner and my friend, I may do a part 2 to this but with Mycroft's pov. I hope you liked it, have a good day/night.
-rem <3