A Rant
I have made a cut on my skin now. It is tearing me apart too. I'm dying on the inside. I don't think I can restore myself.
Help me. It's only one little mark that didn't even bleed but I'm still terrified. I'm too nervous to go on.
I won't kill myself but I'm not sure I can handle this by myself. Please. I need someone to talk to. I need them now. Comment. Pm. Whatever but I am tearing myself apart and crying. Wanting to scream. The mental pain is about 10x worse than when it was before I made the mark. I feel dirty even. Like I have just committed a terrible sin.
Just help me...
~the nobody who wants it to end
