" Yah! Stop following me! We're over!" you shouted to the figure in front of you.
He wont stop follows you from the pub until on the streets.
Jonathon is a good man. But you dont deserve him. At least you still have a little piece of kind heart, you leave him when he's not too into you. " I'm a play girl dont you understand?! I never loved you." you shouted one more time before shaking off his hand leaving him behind.
You quickly walk through the crowd and another figure stops you. You look up and he gives you a small heart attack.
" Y/N..?" Jiyong says under his breath to comfirm is that you. " y/n yah! Come back!" he successfully grab your arm and pull you towards him.
" What do you want?" you ask in an emotionless face.
Jiyong's manager mumbled something into his ear, probably saying there will be reporters here and he shouldn't take my hands like that.
Again.
Jiyong immediately drop your hand and you now know that your senses are right.
You stare at him with your cool and blurred eyes. You blink away the tears and turn away. He's still the same.
When you reach home, the break up scene of you and Jiyong flash to your head.
It's all because of reporters anyways. You cant handle the stress of being ' GDragon's secret girlfriend' and both of you cant even hangout on streets. You think this relationship is meaningless until you broke up with him. He never finds you again since the day you both breakup, just because of your cold and sharp sentence, '' Dont come for me again . You're only monster for me. "
Thinking back all those stupid words you said to him, your tears started to fall down.
Since the day you broke up with him, you went to pub every night. Drinking alcohol and let those guys hit on you. Yes it might feel good being treated nice by men, but it never felt the same as Jiyong hugs you.
You made yourself as busy as possible, you play with boys, you play other people's feelings to forget about Jiyong.
* Door bell rings*
You immediately wipe your tears away with you palm and open up the door.
You gasp when you saw Jiyong standing in front of you. You tried to close the door but Jiyong manage to slip in your house.
" Yah! Get out!" you shout to the top of your lungs.
" Y/N..." his eyes turn watering when he saw your face.
" Dont call my name." you turn to another direction. You dont want to let him see you cry.
He walks towards you and stand just right in front of you. You know he's staring at you.
Soon you felt warm arms around your waist pulling you inside his arms.
At first you struggle hard to get out from there but the more you move, the hardher and tighter Jiyong hugs you, never wants to let you go again. " Let me go.." you said under your breath blurry.
" No. I wont be so stupid anymore."
You soon felt his hug isnt that tight anymore and you look up at him. " Why are you doing this to yourself." he asks.
" To forget about you."
"And can you?" his tears started to fa down. You couldn't look straight into his eyes.
" No."
" Then dont forget me you pabo! Remember me. Stay with me. "
You think hard but all thoughts only bring you back to the same reason that you broke up with him last time.
" Jagi.. I never want to make our relationship official because..there's no reason to do it. Pepole will still judge, they will still secretly snap pics of us. And I dont believe a relationship needs official announcements to prove our love is real." Jiyong explains when you calm down a bit.
" If they found out, let them. Let them find out how lovely we can be. I dont care if my fans are leaving me or either losing my job.. I just dont want to lose you. Anymore."
Every of his words scratches your heart. He is still so caring, lovable and warm.
" I'm sorry.." you said as he wipes your tears on your face.
" No..I'm sorry. For not finding you after that.."
You shook your head vigorously, saying its not his fault.
" Can you please give me one more chance? To love you more." he smiles weakly and asks.
You then nodded your head, wondering what will happen in the future..
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Okay this chap is kinda lame im soway :(
I'll update another one tomorrow!
