This is a true story of mine ❤ Read it and you will get a HUGE HEART ATTACK.
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TODAY IS THE DAY
I wore a pretty long white cardigan, underneath is a dark red singlet. I also wore a ripped short jeans,and a New Balance red sport shoes.
The concert was so HIGH I nearly faint. And there's also ugly side of the concert, which is when the girls started pulling each other's hair omg. They look like monsters plus monkeys.The scariest moment is when I get GD's white jacket. I know some of the girls are cursing me. Luckily they dint pull my clothes or hair.. BUT IM SUPER HAPPY.
The highlight of the concert is.. GD SMILED TO ME! I'm super close with him that time. I even played with him. He's teasimg me okay.
I'm not like other girls, they pull their hands to the longest, wishing the members could hold their hands. Well I kinda just stand their jumping, holding my light stick. But when GD came over I immediately stunned. He smiled,looking into my eyes.
I dint know I could be this calm, but I quitely smiled back (or giggle idk). But then he smiled more! Omg. He started to pull out his hand, I hesitate a bit. Should I pull out mine too?
His hand is nearer and nearer, so I pulled out mine. But he pulls back in a second! Just then I know he's teasing me. He reach out his hand one more time, so its the time for me to have a revenge!
When our fingers nearly touch, I immediately pull back! (Probably the fans surrounded me thinks I'm stupid af) GD then laughed. He move himself nearer to me and he GRAB my hand into his. He smiled.
I hold my both hands together the whole concert ❤..I really dint know I could be this calm. And how many times he smiled to me? I really dont know.. *blush*
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After the concert, me and my friends gathered in a place, not far from the stadium. Because today is my best friend's birthday! Same as Daesung's!! We take out the helium balloons from the car, and the birthday cake from the hotel ( Olympic park Hotel ). We play until midnight. I dont know how could we play until midnight.
SO HERE'S COME ANOTHER HEART ATTACK.
Since I've been Korea like 10+ times,I'm used to here.
I dont know why but I just get really emotional after the celebrates, so I asked to be alone and walk myself through this beautiful city.
My brain keeps thinking the scene that GD smiled to me. And those scene leads me back to the Olympic Stadium ( the concert vanue)
I reached the place and look at the flag of my idols. I suddenly remembered the jacket I'm still holding the whole night. The jacket has a really familiar scent..
I walk and walk until I reach a tall street light. I stand under it. Because I think its safer there lol,even if there's still a few people there. Suddenly a cold wind blew over my face, I freezed. I can feel my face nearly cracked.
I use the jacket in my hand to cover both of my cheeks.
Just then, I remember the scent...my ex-bf used the same cologne.. This make me even more emotional. I started to cry. I dont know if I miss him phsically or mentally. I'm stupid.
I know there's a people passed by me, wearing a black tee and a pair of long pants, wearing cap too, but I'm too busy to check around..until he appears again.
He comes up and started to mumble something..I shade my tears and look at him, probably so embarrassed.
But I stunned.
HE'S GD like omg.
I stared at him. I think he recognized me too. And I think he knows I'm not a Korean.
" Are you okay?" he changed to English. He then turns his head around, maybe checking if there's anyone recognized him. I dont know what to say and I'm so mixed up.. so I replied, " Hmm."
" Its dangerous here and you are alone."
" Hmm." I nodded and look down at the floor. I dont know what to do. He's standing in front of me man!
" Are you really okay sweetie?"
Like woah. I dint know GD is that kind of person. Did he jist called me sweetie?
I couldn't speak. I thought of my ex bf again. Because the figure in front of me is wearing the same cologne. I think I mumbled something.. I'm not sure.
" How about you come to the back stage with me? It will be safer. You can tell me there." he answered. And look around again. I know he's panic about people recognizing him, I feel bad and also glad for that, because he stayed for quite moments for me.
SO I REALLY WENT TO THE BACKSTAGE
There is no much people there. Just a few, maybe 5. I dont know why did he stay there tho.
So..I told him the stuffs that made me cry.. it's weird. But he listen it carefully. He comforts me. I couldn't express how I feel that time. Its like..he's not my idol anymore, he pretends like he's my friend.
And he speaks english fluently. So amazing ❤ He's really...cute and handsome.
When I look at my watch, it shows 3:24am. Like omg its so late now! I wasted his sleeping time, I feel so bad. I asked to go back my hotel and he nodded.
Before I go, he said
" You can get over it. Just like me. You're beautiful, you can find the right one."
like awwwwwwwwww. AWWWWW.
NOT YET, he even gave me a hug and a pat at the back. I close my eyes to feel the hug.
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Do you guys know I'm just joking this isn't a real thing.
let's cry together that we dint get to go to the concert.
Peace out. Bai.
