𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖙 𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊

𝒯𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓃

Nessas/Pov:

It's the beginning of 5th grade, Pansy and I were just roaming the Hogwarts Express looking for our friends. Blaise, Daphne, and Draco. The five of us had been inseparable since first year, they were all like family to me. Which unfortunately I don't really have "at home", Pansy pulled me on since she seemed to have found our group. We sat down with them and it felt good to be with my "family" again.

Then I saw him, his straight platinum blond hair hanging in a middle parting, over his grey eyes, in which I could lose myself every time again. he looked good, very good. his gray eyes looked into mine and there was a slight smirk on his lips. Draco.

𝒟𝓇𝒶𝒸𝑜𝓈 𝒯𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈:

I was looking forward to going back to Hogwarts all summer, finally away from my father. I sat with Blaise and Daphne, and we were waiting for Pansy and Nessa, oh god how I missed Nessa, she is incredibly pretty and smart which made her a thousand times more attractive than she already was. With her beautiful curly hair going down her shoulders, her sparkling green eyes and her beautiful full lips. Then finally I saw her and saw directly how her body had changed over the vacations, she looked haggard and fragile, her once beautiful skin looked pale and her eyes lifeless.But still she had a smile on her lips.

Nessas/Pov:

I looked at Blaise who just started talking about how great it was in Finland and what he did, Blaise was somewhere different every year with his parents. And every year he told us about it.

We told each other what kind of shit we did the last years in Hogwarts, for example, we had once thrown 2 full boxes of Howling Snails from the Astronomy Tower onto a row of first graders, or built a kind of stink bomb in Potions, in the end you couldn't enter the classroom for 2 weeks and the lessons were cancelled.

Pansy: Hey Ness what did you do this summer?

"nothing interesting" I just said

Pansy: Oh okey, is everything okey? you know you can talk to us right?

Nessas/Pov:

yeah I know I said and smiled little, but in Dracos eyes I saw that he knows that im not feeling good. After this I started reading in my new book The Tales Of Beedle de Bard, it is very good and I love too read it. after a while I got tired and drifted into sleep.

***************************************𝟧 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇***************************************

A quiet and deep voice woke me up, I realized that it was Draco and everyone else had already left, apparently we have already arrived at Hogwarts. When I didn't want to get up after two minutes, Draco grabbed my waist and legs and carried me out of the train, but I noticed that he was extremely afraid of hurting me, as if I would collapse in his arms. He carried me to the wagons with the Thestrals, and put me down to the others and sat down next to me and pointed to his shoulder, that I can put on my head and sleep until we arrive at the castle.

When we arrived in the Great Hall after what seemed like an eternity and Dumbledore was giving his usual speech for the first-year students and the events of this year, the Yule Ball was to take place. Which might be quite fun. Dumbledore clapped his hands after his eternally long speech and everyone around me started to eat, I wasn't hungry at all but I haven't eaten in ages so I took an apple and bass half-heartedly in.

My friends looked at me weird, but I just said that I ate a lot of breakfast, which they didn't really believed me, but I didn't really care. After dinner we all talked about what we could do this year and who visits the yule ball with who.

After a while more and more students went to their common rooms and probably unpacked their stuff. This year Pansy and I share a double room and Daphne in another room since her cousin was now also new at Hogwarts and she wants to keep her company, Draco shares his room with Blaise like almost every year so far.

At some point Pansy said she was tired and we said goodbye to the boys. I was so exhausted that I simply changed my clothes, making sure that Pansy couldn't see my scars, and went straight to bed. I thought about what had happened to me as I had so often in the last few weeks, and the tears came again and I almost couldn't breathe.

Pansy was in the shower, which is why she didn't notice. At some point, I calmed down and fell asleep unusually early. That's why I love Hogwarts as soon as I'm here, I'm automatically more relaxed and feel good.

𝐻𝑒𝓎𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓊𝓅𝒹𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 :)

𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓁𝓉𝒽𝓎 <3

Ps: English is not my native language so it could be that not everything is perfect <3