𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖙 𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊

𝓑𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱

Nessa pov:

Im cold, I don't know for how long Im here, I fell asleep when it got dark, as I woke up it was still or again dark outside. Its freezing out here, I can't remember the way back to the castle. My hands and legs are numb my face is frozen and tears are streaming down my checks. My eyes feel heavy and like they will close forever soon, my legs are shaking and my breath gets slower every minute.

I miss Draco but I can't face him now, not after I run away for I think multiple days.

Draco pov:

I can't sleep since four days, I don't know where she is or if she's still alive. All the professors are helping finding her but nothing, Pansy cries everyday and sometimes I can hear that she's screaming, it hurts me seeing one of my best friends like that, Blaise is nothing he doesn't talk doesn't eat, none of us is able to eat something. Yesterday night I was Searching something in our dorm if she might left a note or something where she would go but nothing. She took her favorite book with her and a hoodie from me. Im sitting in the library on a velvet couch, I'm looking at the floor, I feel numb and empty, its like I'm never gonna see her again.

I looked at the clock that was slowly clicking at it shows, 03:25am, where is she, what goes on in her mind and mostly why doesn't she comes back.

I want that she's coming back.

Pansy pov:

I miss her, I miss my best friend, my sister from another mother, I miss my soulmate.

She's gone for almost five days, no sign that she's coming back or that she's still alive.

Im nothing without her she was always the friend type that cared more for other people than herself. When she was sick and I was sick to she was there for me she never left my side or whatever.

In the second year in Hogwarts I fell down a tree and fell on my back, I was in the in the hospital wing, for almost four weeks and she came everyday, to see me and sometimes secretly sleep in the hospital wing, so that I was not alone, after I was a little better she came and studied with me and we talked for hours.

Draco is a like a bomb he is silent and never talks but if someone accidentally touches him, he punches them until they're almost dead, he doesn't even smile when he hears her name or whatever. His face is emotionless, the only expression that he does is anger and crying. I Can't blame him its almost like he's dying if she's not around.

Nessa pov:

I can't do this, my pulse is almost not existing.

The voices were never so loud than here in the woods, they are screaming at me, that my friends don't even search me cause if they would they would've found me. the voices saying that I should kill myself they can't save me.

I will die if they can't find me in the next few hours.

I wanna go back to Draco, Pansy, Blaise and Luna. I wanna sit in the library and read for hours, be there with Draco and that he pulls me on his lap and we would make-out. I miss his touch I miss his soft lips, I miss his hands on my waist pulling me in for a long kiss before the classes starts and mostly I miss his hugs and his soft voice.

I slowly got up and started walking in a direction, I didn't know she would lead me.

It was dark, my breath slow and my hands still shaking with the book in one hand.

I walked what felt like forever and the forbidden forest didn't seem to end.

I wanted to make a break because I didn't felt my legs and my breath was like nowhere to be found.

I wanted to sit down on a rock when suddenly everything went pitch black and I only felt how my head hit a rock and I fell.

im sorry if I will not post much on here in the next days, explanation is coming.

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