Seraphine, daughter of Alexander and Taisiya, lived in Russia for 8 years until her parents decided to part their ways. Her whole world turned upside down when she moved to Alaska after the divorce. At the age of 14, Seraphine is experiencing her fi...
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Madelyn kindly explained our plan, saying that they wanted to watch the first episode of Outer Banks together before it was officially released. Of course, I thought it was a big deal. I have only known them for a day, but I felt good with them. All of this was new and strange to me.
I was thinking about Rudy a lot. People would probably say he's indescribably mean to me. I knew he had a wide heart that cared deeply for his friends and loved them infinitely. Many did not notice it, but it hides so much beauty, tenderness, love, peace, and comfort. I could never think badly of him even if I wanted to. It's my fault he acts like that now. And I can't help but act the same, so I don't have to show my defective feelings...
Dessa was always honest, brave, and gossipy. She loved dramas. She loved the feeling when someone depended on her and she was in charge. Always the leader... Dessa was never afraid to share her, sometimes brutal, honest thoughts. She wouldn't keep her mouth shut at the right moments. That's why she often got into trouble and regretted her decisions. Iri couldn't change the habit though. Even though she would never admit it, I knew it was a big insecurity of hers.
Dess would always protect her friends from any pain. If she had to, she would throw hands. She was definitely protective and that's why some people would think she's rude. She really cared for her loved ones and a lot of people didn't understand it.
I never forgot about them... Many people would, but I didn't. My mom, Ru and Dess were the most important people in my life for a while. They made me feel loved and appreciated. I felt fucking ecstatically. My heart: at peace and complete euphoria at falling in love with my life. My eyes: shining with pure happiness and admiration, inspecting every single tree leaf, every sunbeam. My smile: so wide it hurt.
I wanna fall in love with my life again. I want to bring back the old times. I want our trio back...
I don't want to think about it though. Therefore, I remembered I had a lovely outfit idea for Madelyn in my head. I knew she loved classy matching sets and suits, so I often made a lot of incredible set designs, and she adored it.
Maddie is slowly getting the hype and love she deserves. I'm beyond happy for her. She is quite communicable and social. She always asks me if I need any shoutouts for her outfit because people are asking about it, but I don't really like to get clout from her. I would like to be known for my works, but I don't want to brag about them.
I started developing my idea in my pastel purple sketchbook. In the beginning, I sketched the outline of the matching set idea I had with a pencil and worked on the details and design. It seemed to me that this was my calling in life because every stroke of the pencil was so fluid, light, and carefree. I loved doing this.
When I was satisfied with the overall picture, I took watercolors and chose a certain shade of brown. Then carefully, but with airy and graceful hand strokes and paint smears, I created art.
