Seraphine, daughter of Alexander and Taisiya, lived in Russia for 8 years until her parents decided to part their ways. Her whole world turned upside down when she moved to Alaska after the divorce. At the age of 14, Seraphine is experiencing her fi...
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The last two days were so stressful, that only now I'm finally having a moment of peace. I can exhale a long breath I've been holding in and not worry about a thing. I decided to take this opportunity to go on Instagram and stalk everyone. That's when I noticed that JD followed me. I, of course, followed him back and checked his account.
I liked talking to Jonathan. He made the atmosphere a little more fun and positive. Well, to be honest, I liked everyone already. I didn't have a chance to talk to each one of them personally, but I knew they were amazing. I couldn't express my emotions about them accepting me in their company. I forgot how it felt.
This thing with Rudy is my new favorite thing. I don't even know why we decided it was a good idea. I know for sure though that it'll be hard for me. It's already tough because I'm starting to overthink everything again. I'm kind of convinced that some feelings came back. Maybe I'm wrong and the situation is putting a lot of pressure on me. Maybe I just missed him platonically. I was so confused, I couldn't understand myself.
I followed everyone I met yesterday until I found Dessa's and Rudy's profiles. I thought for a moment, but followed them both after all. Soon enough I received a message.
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About what exactly?
I will win
Sometimes you win
Sometimes you learn
Are you ready to learn?
It doesn't mean anything, I just followed you.
Don't make this such a big deal, dumbass.
Okay, okay. Whatever you say, Phine.
♛♛♛♛♛
After our conversation, I put my phone down and tried to think about what I could do to be productive. I realized I wanted to eat. I wrapped a blanket over my shoulders and walked to the kitchen, looking like a single mom in movies whose husband just cheated on her. Tired of life. I wasn't feeling sorrowful lately, but I just felt weary.
