Shawn Mendez (request for @JaylynnBrito)

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Fame over head
(Jaylynn's P.O.V)
Ok before I sound all negative just hear me out... I am so proud of Shawn he really took his talent and did something with it and I know he's gonna go far. Now this is where I might sound negative- I kinda wish he didn't get so big cause now his personality has changed him into a totally new person. he's never around anymore and when he is all he does is boasts about his career,we no longer talk about how much we love each other we dont even cuddle for that matter. Sorry I skipped a few things well my name's Jaylynn and pretty much all of you know my boyfriend Shawn...and I guess lucky for you he's coming hone in a few. my phone started to ring in my pocket as I got it out I noticed it was Shawn.
-phone call -
J: Hey what's up?
S: Hey babe I just wanted to let you know I'm coming home in a few
J:ok great... hey can we cuddle when you get back?
(I knew it was a long shot but hey it doesn't hurt to ask)
S:of course baby but I have to finish up my song for tomorrows concert so maybe after I'm done
(well I wasn't gonna turn down an opportunity)
S: k babe well ill see you in a few bye
J:oh ok bye I love you....
(end of phone call)
And before any response he hung up... he might have been to busy to answer.. ya thats what it is....
Later that evening Shawn was home but we've done nothing he was being very distant and it hurt...
"Baby can we please cuddle now?" I asked him
"No Jay I really have to get this right"
"But you've been working for hours surely you could take a little break-" he cut me off
"Jay you know i can't"
"No Shawn you can and you said it yourself awhile back that you would be working a lot but whenever you got home the time was spent on us not work"
"Exactly Jay when we started dating I told you I would be working a lot and its very important now if you dont like it then you can just leave." I was hurt extremely hurt and by this point I didn't even notice the tears that streamed down my face.
"I knew that we wouldn't have that much time what I didn't know is we wouldn't have any time and I guess I was never as important as your job so you know what maybe I will leave...." I got no response and that was his way of telling me to leave. "goodbye Shawn" and as I walked up the stairs to pack my tears could not be controlled.

-Shawn's P.O.V-
WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST DO?????? I ran up the stairs to someone I've never seen. Its like Jaylynn turned from this confident funny girl to this fragile broken piece of glass. So beautiful yet so broken,and she's broken because of me.
"Jaylynn please stop packing I-"
"Go back to work Shawn it's obviously more important than us." her voice started to crack and with that crack came a scar on my heart.
"I never meant it like that come on princess I'm sorry" I bent down to hug her and she didn't protest. she started to sob loudly and I hated that it was because of me..
"I just want us to be ok but we're not. your always working and it's like you don't have time to even have a decent conversation let alone hug me... I just want to feel like I matter to you again. all this fame is going over your head and it's changed you it's changed me it's changed us.."
I grabbed her face in my palms and gave her a kiss that was long overdue, she immediately kissed back and that kiss was full of need love and just plain miss.
"I promise I will never hurt you ever again princess I know what I've done has been extremely wrong but I just this whole game thing is what I've been waiting for my entire life but now in this moment in time I've learned I don't want any of this if I can't have you."

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