Never....

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You and Jack have been dating for over three years meaning you guys live together. But see you guys are in that point in your relationship where your scared you believe Jack's going to leave you. Jack just left to go drink he said he needed to get some air but you know what air meant.

You were crying in your guys's room when you heard the front door slam. It only took 30seconds for Jack to run into the room and start screaming at you.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE (Y/N)" he screamed but you tried to stay calm knowing he might hit you if he gets too mad when hes drunk especially.

you simply responded with "Jack. stop. you know we moved in with each other. Because we loved each other. I love you." a tear slipped from your eye when you noticed his fist clenched.

"I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOU LOVE ME. WE WERE JUST A THING A SPRING OF THE MOMENT WHY CANT YOU GET THAT THROUGH YOU SLUTTY HEAD?"

another tear fell as you took a step back trying to create distance between the two of you."You d-don't mean that." you stuttered. "Jack were not the perfect two but I don't care I want you in my life I want the one I love by my side." you tried to say with a firm voice but failing as it came out as more of a sob.

Jack gripped the sides of your arms and pushed you towards the wall.You flinched as the contact of the wall pounded into your back you squealed at the pain."LISTEN YOU LITTLE SLUT I ALREADY SAID I DON'T CARE" he slapped you hard on the cheek. you fell to the floor. after about a minute when all you heard were the soft snores coming from jack you picked yourself up an walked towards the kitchen to grab an ice pack for your face there was blood dripping down from eye when you realized that it was from one of Jacks nails jabbing it at the impact. You walked to the room one last time to check if he was still asleep.

You opened the door and stood there for a while you started to cry. "I love you" you whispered and then started off to the guest room. Scared Jack might come in you locked the door and carried yourself to bed. 'A drunk mind speaks a sober heart you thought to yourself and drifted to sleep.

-Next morning-

You woke up to a panicked voice screaming "BABY WHERE ARE YOU IF YOUR IN THERE COME OUT PLEASE I'M WORRIED" and then you heard a few sobs come from outside the door. You slowly went to unlock it since you were still frightened by jack. You opened the door and Jack enclosed the space between you bringing you into a big hug however you didn't hug back. You flinched in fact, causing Jack to place you back to solid ground.

"Baby?(y/n) whats wrong?" he hasn't spotted your cheek just yet. You looked up with tears already gliding down your marked cheek. Jack gasped and went to reach to touch it but you squealed once again and fell back. you fell into the beanbag right by the door that you mentally thanked from saving you from another injury.

"(y/n) what happened baby who did this to you?!" he silently panicked while dropping to his knees before you.

"you" you silently spoke barley audible for ones ear.

"WHAT WHEN?" you flinched as his voice raised. his face softened "sorry" he spoke sweetly. You got the courage and since he wasn't drunk you weren't as scared but still terrified. you spoke silent but stern.

"Jack last night you came home you were drunk. You said some things and slapped me. I wish I wouldn't believe the words you spoke b-but a drunk mind speaks a sober heart. What I'm getting at is 1) Pain demands to be felt and 2) even though I fell in love with you from the start I think I'm getting up and realizing that were not the perfect two and maybe we should just give up. It seems as if its only hard for me since you spoke your answer last night. you don't love me I'm a slut that doesn't deserve you or I'm not good enough for you but whatever makes you not love me anymore I'm sorry but I give up I can't try anymore when your not trying at all."By the end you couldn't hold the tears anymore you were letting go of your one and only love.

"(y/n) I never stopped loving you. I fell in love with you the way you fall asleep slowly and then all at once" Jack spoke going along with you and quoting from your favorite book." look yeah I'm not your perfect half your looking for but I love you. Last night I got angry and depressed when I noticed that you weren't paying attention to me so I went out for air. One thing led to another and then now I'm here right here with you." he smiled at you and caressed your cheek trying to comfort you from the pain."I make a lot of mistakes and this is by far the worst wanna know why?.... I bruised a perfect angel and now I should be punished slap me (y/n)" you shook your head no.

"slap me come on I deserve it" you stopped him from saying another word."save your breath I'm not gonna slap you"

"why not" he looked confused and guilty really guilty."Because I love you, and even though you slapped me and hurt me I believe it was Gods test of showing me how much I love you and how much you mean to me". You knew Jack was gonna protest but all you wanted was for him to love you again like old times where you used to cuddle and play fight not really injure one another so you placed both hands around his neck and planted a kiss that was the most passionate kiss yet you felt loved with his arm around your waist while he hugged you and kissed you on your mouth then your red cheek and with each breath he spoke the words.

"I'm-kiss- so-kiss-sorry-kiss-I-kiss-love-kiss-you-kiss"

"I love you too don't leave me" you cried into his shoulder.

as he brushed your hair with his fingers lightly he spoke that one word that you needed to hear all night "Never".

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