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        You were lying on the floor you were getting bullied again, but it usually wasn't this bad the guys that bullied you just verbally abused you. Today was different though you decided to stand up for yourself wrong move (y/n) that just made them angrier and they slapped you and kicked you and punched you anyway they could possibly they did it. 

        You were ready to give up and just let a car come by and run you over you truly didn't care any more. That's when you felt a pair of arms wrap around your waist and drag you to the sidewalk if this dude was gonna end your life you were gonna thank him. He started shaking you trying to get you to open your eyes.

           Your eyes opened and your eyes connected to a beautiful pair of brown eyes.

"Hey. Are you ok?" he spoke in a soft soothing voice.

        "I'm fine" you mumble. He looked you dead in the eyes and soon followed by grabbing your wrist and going to roll up your sleeve. shit. you thought. He stares at your many cuts old and new. He looks back at you and for some reason you feel ashamed usually you didn't care but he made you feel this way. 

        He hooks his finger under your chin causing you to look at him. "Tell me the truth please." You were in shock why does he want to know why how does he know i mean ya he saw my souvenirs of my war but still wouldn't he have just got up and walked away?

        You start to cry and without thinking you throw yourself in his arms and cry into his chest you don't even know his name but you didn't care cause he genuinely cared. After a few minutes you pull away.

"Sorry. I just never met someone who cared to ask. I'm (y/n) " you say as you wipe away some stray tears.

"I'm Jack." He smiles but then it faded man what you would do to see that smile one more time." Hey do have somewhere to go or are you like homeless?" I guess you can say that you thought.

"I live with a different friend every night and i mean like a real friend not a one night stand kinda thing" you mentally slapped yourself for looking stupid. 

"You should come to my place but i have to warn you there are other guys there you ok with that i mean there really nice and i wouldn't want you bothering another friend."

"But then ill be bothering you and your friends.?"

"Its fine i promise come on" he grabbed your hand and at his touch you felt weak at the knees you were really nervous at this dudes presence and you only met.

-Jack's House-

Before we walked in Jack looked at me." look no matter what goes on in there i really care about you I really do" and he leaned in and planted a kiss on your lips his lips and looks reminded you of something when you were young like your first kiss and the guy you shared it with. This kiss felt the same. Then It came to you it was your old friend from 4th grade Jack Gilinsky. 

        You pulled away and gasped "Jack?!?" He just grew a smirk  on his face "sup ?(y/n)

 i knew you would remember sooner or later."

You hugged him " I thought you were gone forever"

" Why would you think that?!?" He was shocked

"Remember your mom hated me so you guys moved and i didn't know where i was just told i was forbidden to see you!" you guys decided to catch up a little before you went in. 5min later Jack drops the question you dreaded to answer.

"So how are your parents doing?" your smile drops as well as your heart your about to cry but you don't let the tears fall.

"They were killed last year by a drunk driver." you said bluntly.

"Omg(y/n) I'm so sorry i didn't know!"you looked at him frowned a bit more.

"Ya you don't know a lot about me anymore......."

        Jack brought your wrist close to his face and lifted your sleeve again.

"Jack what are you doing?"

"Showing you how much I care about you and love you (y/n)" and with that he started kissing every scar you let the tears fall a little and when hes done you kiss him passionately. He picked up your hand and decided it was time to go inside.

        You and Jack walked in and the first that comes up to you two is a blond dude.

"Whoa Jack is this the next slut or something?"Great hes gonna bully me too. well at least Jacks here to protect me. So you thought.

"Ya she is" WAIT WHAT?

"She ain't that pretty bro" EH-EM I'M RIGHT HERE you wanted to scream

"I know but she was the only slut that was gullible enough to come along" okay you were done. You jerked your hand out of his flipped him off and walked to the door you weren't going to stay here especially since he lied to you and you basically poured your heart out to him.

        You were at the door when Jack turned back to caring.

"Y/N WAIT! I DIDN'T MEAN IT!"

        You turned around tears in your eyes.

"REALLY? LET ME GUESS.YOU HAD TO ACT LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS SO YOU CAN KEEP YOUR BAD BOY IMAGE RIGHT?" you were pissed you thought that he was a new Jack but no he was still the old bad boy.

" I'm sorry y/n" 

"You know i hate when everyone does something horrible and then say a small sorry thinking everything's going to be alright." You rolled up your sleeves and pointed out your scars.

"well look at this guys this is proof nothings alright and a small sorry ain't going to stop the wounds on the inside. I just wanted someone to hold me Jack that's all i wanted not to be called names I'm already known as!"

        The boys in the back all covered there mouths some tears falling from only some boys. ALL except for Jack who was standing there emotionless.

"You right Y/N i shouldn't be saying sorry cause that wont help i should be saying this." He got on his knees in front of me. "Fuck all the people that hurt you Fuck me Fuck everyone in the world because they're so stupid and worthless but you know what I know your stronger then that because no matter how many times I've hurt you. You managed to stay in this world full of hatred and bullies and you stay you. Something that no one but you can do. Everyone tries to be different but your you know matter how fucked up you believe you are you are you and that's all someone could ever do being as strong as you. He started crying and so were you he stood up and looked in your eyes and said 

        "I love that your always you even if your the same from old and new your you. And i love you" Jack kissed you and you were speachless and only managed three words.

"I love you"

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