Taming The Legendary Assassin (Last Season)

☆Chapter 6☆

Chapter 6
☆Sacrifices☆

Jade Soleil (Kuting) 👆👆👆👆

••Aristia Rain's POV••

I woke up and felt that my body feels so weak na halos hindi ko na maigalaw.

I slowly blinked my eyes without moving or making any sound ngunit nag unahan ng pumatak mga luha ko habang nakatitig sa puting kisame.

This is not my room dahil amoy na amoy ko ang mga gamot then memories flashes back kung bakit nga ba ko napadpad rito.

I tried to take my life.

I bite my lower lip at napapikit.

I just did it again at kung paano ay hindi ko na halos matandaan pa, i just now is that I did it again intentionally.

Why they still tried to saved me? Why they still let me lived with this pain that even a simple breathing is too unbearable, too painful?

Suko nako.. Hindi ko na kaya lahat ng sakit na halos wala ng natira pa para sakin.

My life is worthless now na sana mawala nalang ako ng matapos nato dahil mukhang ok naman na silang lahat kahit na wala nako.

Pagod na pagod nako.. sobra na.

"You're finally awake." I opened my eyes and let it moved to where the voice coming from and saw Raven na nakasandal sa pinto at may mga bandages pa.

"Ganyan kana ba ka tanga ngayon Aristia? Just because of a guy, you'll just throw your life just like that?" I glared at him then he just smirked.

The way he looks at me feels like he is judging me, like I'm the most stupidest person he ever laid his eyes on.

"You're stupid.. napaka tanga mo." He said it again.

Instead of being upset, i just stared at him calmly at nag iwas na ng tingin dahil pumatak na naman mga luha ko.

Part of me agreed to what he said but there's also a part of me saying na nagmahal lang ako and worst nawala lahat ng sakin kaya normal lang to.

I want to die even before all of this happens, kahit noon pa bago ko makilala at maalala muli si Vlad, bago pa ko nahulog muli sa kanya. His words, promises everything lahat yon sariwa pa lahat sa ala-ala ko but i know to myself na hindi lang sya ang dahilan ng lahat ng sakit na to.

I'm broken not just because of him. I lost the people who treat me like a real family when i was left alone, my friends, Trisha might be there but I'm not the one with her and i know, i can feel that It'll be more harder if i suddenly showed up and make her confuse.

She's still too young to understand everything why I'm not with her all this time.

I'm scared of feeling the pain over and over again dahil puro pain nalang.