Hannily/Emison battle

Chapter 10: Too much Shock.

Hanna's POV

My pillow was soaked from tears. I had not stopped crying since I had left Emily's. I didn't know it was possible to cry this much. I also couldn't sleep. I looked at my clock it was 4am. I had never felt so distraught in my life. I feel like a part of me is missing and I also feel like my heart has been torn into millions of pieces. I just can't believe this is happening, I am loosing somebody that I have feelings for. I know that I have feelings for Emily. I have never felt that feeling, that passion while kissing anyone before, not even Caleb. It felt magical, it sent tingles down my whole body. She makes me complete. I can't let her go, I just can't. What if she's my one shot of true happiness. I got to stop her leaving before it's too late, I can't live a life of 'what ifs'.

I quickly jump out of bed and put a hoodie on and some jeans. I don't care that I have mascara running down my face from all the tears. I got to go get my Em. Telling her how I feel might be the only way she can stay.

I jump into my car, I have never moved this fast in my life. I check the time on my phone. 4:20pm I have 40 minutes to convince her and her mom that she had to stay. I started the car and drove to Em's full of determination. As I approached her house my stomach filled with butterflies, I was so scared to confront my feelings to Emily, it's going to be such a shock. What if she doesn't feel the same?

Emily's POV

Just as I am bringing the last of the suitcases downstairs I hear a knock at the door. Who could that be at this time of night.

I opened it slowly.. A little scared that it could be A. It was Hanna!

"Omg" I shouted. I was so shocked to see her at this time. I thought I wouldn't see her again for a long time.

I ran into her arms giving her a massive hug, she swung me around in her arms.

"Im sorry Em I couldn't go without telling you something, I got to get it off my chest and It might be the one thing that could result in you staying" She expressed with a worried look.

"What is it Hanna?" I hastily asked feeling very concerned.

I couldn't think of anything that she could say that would make my mom change her mind or make such an impact on me to go against my own mothers wishes.

Hanna opened her mouth but words didn't come out.

"Hanna you can tell me, whatever it is. I'm your best friend I don't Judge Remember.. But you got to be quick so get it out."

Hanna looked to the floor and then spluttered out " I have feelings for you Em." Tears ran down her cheeks.

What! I was astonished. I froze. No way! NO WAY HAS HANNA, THE STRAIGHTEST GIRL I KNOW GOT FEELINGS FOR ME. I just stood there with my mouth open. My jaw almost hitting the floor. Hanna was crying her eyes out but I just couldn't move to comfort her, I was in total and complete shock. I felt like a bomb had just exploded next to me.

Hanna's POV

She just stood there. Mouth wide open. I had just admitted I had feelings for her and she didn't even say anything. I knew I should of just kept my big gob shut. I knew the silence meant she didn't feel the same about me. My heart was beating so fast I was afraid it was going to jump out my chest. And tears were once again flowing down my face.

"Since when" Emily finally spoke taking deep breathes.

"I realised when we kissed the other day during truth and dare." I confessed and felt my whole face turn red.

"Ohhh" Emily spoke.

"Ohh is that it?" I snapped, crying.

Emily hugged me tightly wiping away my tears. We stayed in the embrace for a few minutes.