Hannily/Emison battle

Chapter 15: Pull yourself together.

Emily's POV

I sat at the front of the motel entrance for what seemed like days. Tears were still streaming down my cheeks. I couldn't believe it, how could someone go from being so happy one minute and so distraught the next. I felt like I couldn't breathe properly. How could she leave me again, after everything she told me last night and this morning, she even told me she loved me. I could still feel traces of her sweet lips on mine, this made me cry even harder. The world seemed to of stopped, my mind gone blank, I couldn't think, all that kept going through my head was Alison's last words to me "I love you." I rock back and forth my legs pressed against my chest. I just lost the love of my life .. AGAIN.

It started to get dark and I'm still sitting at the front of the motel in my own world, my tears slowly coming to a stop, my mind slowly clearing. When I remembered.. HANNA!. Aria was trying to tell me about Hanna being in hospital when Ali left.

I quickly shot up, stumbling as I got up too fast for my legs to cooperate. I ran back to my room. I couldn't stand being in there. Ali was in here just a couple of hours ago.. It was too painful. I grabbed my phone and ran out the motel. I had to get to Hanna to see if she was ok. I wouldn't be able to cope if I lost her too. Tears began to roll down my cheeks once again. I should of been there for Hanna when Aria first rang me. They don't even know about me not going to Texas.. What am I going to tell them about Alison. Panic struck me when I heard my phone beep.

"Did you enjoy that surprise? Bet you did. If you tell anyone that Alison's alive, she won't be for much longer- A"

Urgh. I wish I knew who A was I would literally kill he/she. All the pain they have caused me throughout the years. And the pain just seems to be getting worse and worse.

I had to keep the fact that Ali is alive to myself. How am I going to do that. It's going to kill me keeping it bottled in. They are going to know something is up with me, the girls know me too well, they will see it written all over my face. I'm going to have to put on a good front, because I can't put Ali in danger.

I snap back to reality. I have to get to Hanna as quickly as possible. I stand up taking a deep breathe in pulling myself together. "Come on Em.. You gotta pull yourself together, I know your hurting but you gotta put whats just happened behind you for the time being, Hanna needs you, you need to go be there for her, Ali will be fine for the time being, she has CeCe and she is doing what A had told her to do, she is safe." I tell myself.

I walk around the car park looking for my car to then realise that I walked here.. With Ali. A tear escapes but I quickly wipe it away pulling myself together again.

I take my phone out, my hands are shaking.

"Taxi for 1 to rosewood community hospital please, and make it quick." I shouted down the phone.

I arrived at the hospital 20 minutes later. I don't bother asking where Hanna was, I just ran from ward to ward looking for a familiar face. I eventually saw Spencer and Aria sitting in a waiting room. I ran up to them.

"Guys where is she? How is she?" I asked my voice trembling.

"Em!" Aria and Spencer shouted looking shocked that I was there.

"I thought you were in Texas." Spencer stated.

"I came home" I lied.

"But where is Hanna?" I snapped.

"Em.. She's in a coma" Aira said standing up to comfort me.

I pushed her away, and ran past all the rooms looking for Hanna. I finally spotted blonde hair out the corner of my eye. I knew that was her.. I braced myself before entering, taking in a deep breathe.

As soon as I opened the door I saw her lying helpless on the bed. Her head had a bandage around it and her arm was in a cast. She had a respirator mask covering her face to help her breathe.

Tears flowed helplessly down my face. I couldn't believe this had happened to my Hanna Banana. I felt so guilty not being here for her sooner. I sat down on the chair next to her bed. She was looked up to a machine. I couldn't loose her. I couldn't survive without her. I put my hand on top her hears.

"Please Han wake up.. I need you." I beg.