Tommy sighs as he is yet again put in a workers car they had to forcefully remove him from this foster home. Not because he wanted to stay mind you more because his foster father didn't what him to leave... Tommy shakes his head to clear it No we are not thinking about that place ever again
Tommy lied his head agents the window as he watched the world go by he could see the stars and he began to wish he could be a star not like a celebrity but a real star when people look at his star they would smile and say that he was the brights star in the sky he would run his part of the universe and take care of all its residence wishful thinking Tommy knew that but people did say wishing on a star could make dreams come true.
Tommy blinked and he was in a room with too other boys and a grown up he looked around confused not remembering leaving the car or getting to his foster parents house when he turned around he saw that who he assumed to be phill his foster dad was talking to him.
"so after that, Tommy are you listing?"
slowly Tommy shook his head no
"s-sorry no um what did you say?"
phill sighed and went to repeat himself
"i was saying that i want you to get settled before we do anything else, then i want you to come get something to eat so after that you can go to bed we have a busy day tomorrow and you have to start school on Monday."
Tommy nodded wordlessly and phill continued,
"unfortunately because this is so last minute we don't have your room put together Techno was nice enough to let you too share a room until we get yours fixed up sound Ok?" phill had gestured to the boy with long pink hair he looked to be about 17 in age which meant he was older then him, Tommy felt his heart drop. his older foster brothers had only wanted 1 of 2 things from him
to beat him or too... he mentally shakes his head NO! I, we don't think about that. realizing that phill expected an answer he nodded his head
he took that as Answer enough and told the pink hair guy-techno to show him there room
nerves coursed through his body and he tried to take a deep breath but all consuming panic was making it hardener for him to even think properly he felt a deep presser in his head then he felt like he was floating then nothing at all.
Tommy blinked hard looking around what? his stuff was put away and he was in Techno's room techno was sitting at a desk and watching something but paused to look at Tommy
"why did you stop talking?" he asked
Tommy looked at him confused again
"what do you mean i wasn't talking?"
"yeah you where...you where going on about the story your reading it was interesting so i let you keep talking."
what was this guy talking about? he has'int picked up a book other then for school in months and he knows that his memory was shit so he wouldn't even be able to talk about it, was this dude on drugs? but he doesn't remember getting to Techno's room... he looked to the side table and saw a plate with half eaten food he also doesn't remember eating what was going on with him?
"um i don't remember reading any books...or getting up here...or eating i'm sorry."
techno stared at him for a good minute and that is when Tommy noticed that his eyes where red WTF why where his eyes red? why was he just staring at him? Was he planing on killing Tommy? Tommy thought he was going to have a full on panic attack when a seance of calm washed over him and he took a deep breath.
No if Techno really wanted to kill Tommy he would probably wait for him to fall asleep right? well unless he was a sadistic fuck and wanted to see him in pain that is. Tommy pulled on his ear waiting for Techno to figure out whatever it was he was looking for.
having seemingly found it techno just shrugged and went back to his computer.
"all right but you should probably get some sleep you phill and Wilbur are going to the mall tomorrow"
"wait why are you not going?" he ask, Techno turned to look with a blank stair.
"i told you already" he said flatly
"oh um i-" he didn't get to finish before Techno was talking again
"i have a swim meet with some friends then where going hiking ill be back by like 8 pm with 2 other friends but I"m making them sleep on the floor don't worry"
Tommy didn't answer and techno didn't look like he wanted one
second day there and he would already have to deal with even newer people grate he just hopes they know what personal space is but in his 14 years of life he knew that was too much to ask for
with a heavy heart Tommy began to get ready for bed taking his anxiety meds that did nothing but make him feel like a zombie but he knew he had to take them at least once a week he knew what would happen if he didn't...
finally Tommy throw the covers over himself and feel into a fitful sleep he hoped tomorrow would be better.
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hey guys! so i just want to put a disclaimer i do not have DID but i do have ADHD and my most resent hyperinflation has been learning about DID and the Dream smp so im combining them!!
if i get things wrong im very happy to learn what is true and what's Not as long as people are being nice in how they explain it. anyways if your interested and ok with talking about it i have a couple questions
1. what dose a switch feel like to you?
2. if you have an inner world what dose it look/feel like?
3. any specific termanaligy i should or shouldn't use!
anyways thank you for reading!!!
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