A Shoulder To Lean On

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Y/N'S POV:

I was really bored and I decided to call my mom since my friends didn't pick up my call and guess what "Y/nah I'll talk to you later, I have some work now" my mom said "Oh, ok mom.. talk to me when you're free.. Bye" I replied and hung up the call sadly.

"Why are everyone literally busy all the time! Agh, I'm bored!!!" I whined to myself and suddenly I heard the door bell ringing.

"Oh! He must be back!" I said to myself and opened the door quickly revealing my tired workaholic husband. He looked extremely handsome even if he seemed exhausted.

"Hi Jin, How was work today? You seem tired! Should I run a bath for you? Will you eat first and then take a shower or I'll arrange dinner first?" I kept speaking non stop and he answered with a simple "hmm" and went inside the bedroom.

I just sighed and and started to arrange the dinner table while my mind was filled with random and gloomy thoughts which made me feel kindoff uncomfortable.

I didn't know what was happening to me and I didn't know whome to talk with. My mom is busy taking care of my other siblings, my friends are busy with work, love life or kids and my husband.. he is always occupied with work and his cold behaviour would always shun me down.

We have been married for almost 2 years now but we hardly communicate and we haven't been romantically involved at all. Our first and last kiss was in our wedding, we do hug sometimes... but it will happen only if I take the first step.

I've always wanted to cuddle and sleep with him but he'll be sitting with the laptop and I'd fall asleep waiting for him. And, you know what..He literally went to His office right after the wedding ceremony and cancelled our honeymoon plan for his board meeting.

I have never complained about anything because I don't want him to feel bad about himself.

I'd always try to comfort him when he gets stressed but he'll just remain quite making me feel completely useless, at least a small smile will do! The only times I see his smile is when the board meeting is successful or when his favourite foot ball team wins the match.

Just to see him smile, I'll sit and pray to God for his meeting to be successful and would watch football matches with him even though I absolutely hate it just because.. I love him. Don't ask me why because I myself don't know.

It was an arranged marriage and it was like love at first sight 'FOR ME'. He just complied to his father's words and agreed to get married. He seems fine being with me.

Now a days, I feel really stressed, annoyed, irritated and a little moody for no reason. I thought it was just because of boredom but no... My mind is getting fogged up day by day.

I don't have anyone to talk to so I'm gonna go and talk to Jin about this. I'm sure he'll atleast listen to me even if he won't talk or react much. That's more than enough for me.

"Yes Y/N, you can talk to Jin about anything.. he's your husband after all!" I said to myself and I saw Jin coming out of the room for dinner.