A Shoulder To Lean On

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Y/N'S POV:

I pressed the glass harder into my neck making blood drip down "Y/N! NO!!!" They shouted but I ignored them.

"Don't worry Tae, I won't abandon you" I said and smiled. Suddenly I felt a prick in my arm and I saw Jin with a syringe. Taehyung started to fade a bit.

"No!! no no no!! What have you done!!!" I shouted and slapped Jin on the face but he ignored that and pressed a cloth on my neck to stop the bleeding.

"No, I can't live in this hell again.. do you know how it feels to be unloved? Let me just fucking die!!" I shouted and he hugged me tight while crying badly.

This was the first time is saw him cry like this. "Y/Nah p- please don't say that! I- I love you sooo fucking much.. I know t-that I acted cold and emotionless but I had no idea that this will take you to this extent.

I-if you wanna die, then kill me as well. I don't want a life without you." He said and held my hand in which I held the glass piece right next to his neck. "If you'll die without Tae, even I'll die without you.. I love you." He said looking into my eyes and was about to slit his neck.

I quickly threw the glass away and slapped him. "What the fuck were you thinking!!!" I scolded while sobbing hard. "I was about to do the exact same thing you were about to do!" He shouted and hugged me like I would turn into thin air if he'd let go. I hugged him back and cried on his shoulder.

I looked towards my right and saw Taehyung with a angelic smile slowly fading away "Finally, you found a shoulder to lean on..." he said as a tear rolled down his cheeks and vanished in front of my eyes.

I broke the hug "T- Tae?.. TAEHYUNG!!!" I Shouted and cried. "Don't go please!! Tae..." I sobbed but I felt a pair of strong arms hugging me from behind.

"It's okay.. you need to let him go but I promise you that I'll never let go of you" Jin whispered in my ears and layed his head on back. "Y/N, you're bleeding!" Jungkook oppa shouted as I felt a bit dizzy.

Jin quickly carried my in his arms and rushed me to get first-aid. After i got it done, I hardly spoke anything. I just remained quite while Jin and oppa kept looking at me from time to time.

"Let's go home" Jin told but oppa said "No, let Y/N stay with me.. I don't want to leave her alone." He said but Jin kept rebelling about taking me with him. "I'm not coming with both of you. I'm going to Grandma's old house" I spoke in a low voice.

"What! Y/N it's far away from here and I won't let you go there alone!" Jungkook oppa said. "I'll be fine" "No, Y/N absolutely not! Either I will accompany you or Jin will if he's not busy" oppa said. "I'll go!" Jin immediately answerd and I just stayed quite.

We drove back home to pack our stuffs but going back home made me miss Tae. I got emotionally attached to him. He may not have been real, but the love,care and the secure feeling he gave me was real.

I teared up and told them that I'll stay back in the car So, instead of me Jungkook oppa went in with Jin to pack my stuff.