Y/N'S POV:
I wasn't unconscious.. I was wide awake. I heard each and every word said by my bother and the doctor.
A tear slipped from my eyes "They want me to be alone again, They want me to suffer all by myself.. that's why they are trying to separate me and Tae.
I will never let that happen" I told myself and suddenly "Y/N" I heard a fragile voice calling me making my lips quiver . I quickly sat up and saw him standing there with teary eyes.
"Taehyung?" I called and opened my arms denoting him to hug me but he just stood there. I scrunched my eyebrows "What's wrong Tae?" I asked and he said "It's.. time for me to leave"."Are you gonna leave me?.. please don't leave.. I'll be all alone. Please" I begged him while crying.
"It's okay Y/N.. you'll find someone eles who'll make you happier than me.. I pro-" "NOOO! You're lying! Everyone hates me! Please!! Take me with you!" I cried out loud. These exact same words, the exact same pain and the exact same emotions.. it was like a Déjà vu.
This was the conversation that happened between me and my dad when he was in his death bed. "There is no way now Y/N! They'll make me go... You're brother was right, I don't exist." He said and hung his head low.
"I don't care if you're real or not! I- but I got cut off "Y/N, you're awake?" The doctor asked and she had an injection in her hand."Tae will disappear if I get injected.." I thought so I quickly looked around and saw a glass vase.
I broke it into pieces and held a sharp piece of glass next to my throat. "Don't come near me or eles I'll kill myself!!" I shouted. My brother rushed in and gasped "Y/N!" Drop it down! Now!!!!.
"No oppa I won't! I can't let him go.. No one fucking cares about me.. Not my family or my own husband! He'll be lonely without me and so will I! I can't abandon him like you guys did to me! My mother thinks I'm a burden and my husband doesn't love me so-" "Who told that I don't love you?" A voice interupted and it was Jin.
"J-Jin?" I stuttered and he looked at me with pain in his eyes. "Y/N please drop the glass and come to me.." he said lovingly. Suddenly that same loud noice erupted in my ears making me scream in pain. I pressed the glass next to my neck making it bleed.
Jin's eyes were filled with horror on this sight. "Aghh it Hurts!! Taehyung help me!!!" I screamed but Taehyung stood there without moving an inch. "Y/N, you're hallucinating the noises! It may lead to something dangerous! Please drop the glass and take this injection!" The doctor said.
"B- but Taehyung will go.." I said and sobbed "Why do care so much for him?" Jungkook oppa scolded and I said "Because.. He's like me. His every pain, his every fear, his vulnerability.. it's all just like me!"
"Exactly Y/N! He's not real! You created him like your own reflection! Think properly!" He said and realization hit me. "I loved Tae like how I wanted to be loved by others.. hugging him made me feel like I hugged myself.. speaking to him was like listing to myself. "Taehyung.. is me." I thought to myself and looked at Tae who stood there. All alone.
"I- can't lose him" I said and pressed the glass harder into my neck making blood drip down "Y/N! NOOO!!!!!"
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