BILLIE EILISH ⚢ smüt

Chapter 4

Billie's pov:
There Y/n was.. desperately searching for something, assuming it was her keys or card for the room. i go out there to check she's okay.

B- "hey y/n"
Y/N- "oh hi billie. you look so good" said softly
B- "thank you baby girl, you not bad yourself" she smirked

I looked into y/n's eyes. she looked so so tired.. her dreary and glossy eyes told me everything she didn't.

B- "are you sure you're good?"
Y/n- "ye- yes.. of course" she hesitated

she couldn't look at me, just stood gazing at the floor, the look and feeling i know all too well..

Y/N 's eyes began to well up and her smile sank from her pale face.
B- "come here baby, it's okay.." i whispered as she fell into my arms.

Y/N was violently sobbing for about 10 minutes and all i could do was hold her, my heart hurt for her...
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Y/N pov:
i'm so embarrassed. i cant believe i just did that in front of billie fucking eilish
what the fuck i'm such a loser

i finally got myself collected, pulled away wiping my sore eyes and took a deep breath.

Y/N- "billie i'm so sorry i-"
B- "hey!! shhh, don't apologise ever!!" she replied sternly
B- "come on.. let's get you ready for bed"

Billie was honestly the sweetest person to walk the face of the earth. so caring, so selfless, so loving, and so fucking talented that i couldn't not feel a little envious of her.
She held me as she walked me in, Sitting me down on the corner of the bed.

She ran me a hot bath and unpacked some of my luggage to find me some clean clothes for after my bath. Watching her being so caring and kind made my heart warm. I feel safe, wow i haven't been treated this good in a while..
It felt so surreal.

Billie helped me ease the boots off my feet. She took of my hoodie, shirt and pants, looking deep into my eyes as she did so. Her soft, warm hands grazing my skin making me go wild and covered me in goosebumps. My breathing got heavier as i got more turned on.
I was left in only my bra and thong.
It was then when i remembered all the scars on my thighs. i look up at her in a panic feeling paranoid at what she might say or think. Even though i knew she had struggled with s3lf h4rm and battles depression too.
She just glanced at me and smiled tenderly whilst rubbing my arm. like she was reassuring me. i felt so safe. no judgment, no negativity.
B- "You don't want the water to get cold"
Y/N- "i know i'm just having a hard time doing anything right now"
B- "that's okay beautiful, i'll help you out"

Billie leaned in like she was about to kiss me. Just stared at me while she reached around my ribs and undid the clasp, licking her lips at the same time. She is so beautiful. I felt like i couldn't control myself around her that's how hot she is.

There was a lot of speculation toward her sexuality whether she was into girls or not as she portrayed herself as such, but always claimed she was straight. I knew at this very moment that she was lying, she was into Y/n abit too much. y/n wasn't complaining though. Billie Eilish is hot as fuk