"You are the love that came without warning; You took possession of my heart before I can even refuse. Not that I would refuse either way."
Bangtan had fallen in love with Min Yoongi
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Park Jimin
"You're my penicillium, saving me, saving me. My angel, my world. I'm your Calico cat, here to see you. Love me now, touch me now."
How is it that a man like Min Yoongi had made me fall like this for him? I had fallen so deep that it felt like I was drowning, but instead of discomfort, suffocation, and pain that one would generally think if they were drowning, I felt a sudden warmth like a hug from two arms wrapping around me. Yoongi Hyung has always been that kind of person to me. Falling for him was an experience that I did not expect. Instead of feeling like I was in a new environment, the moment I realized that I had fallen for him was so familiar that I didn't even know it at first because I have always felt this way about Yoongi Hyung. That is when I knew that I had always loved him more than a normal person should, and over the years, the love continued to grow, and my heart tangled itself with him without me even knowing.
Realizing my love for Yoongi Hyung was beyond that of a brother, and a friend was because I knew deep inside myself that when the time comes that our contract will end and we need to go our separate ways, I cannot live with myself knowing that I won't wake up in the morning without him right beside me. Yoongi Hyung is the angel that I was lucky enough to meet in this world, and just like everyone else in the group, we were lucky enough to be given the privilege to live our lives with him. All the ups and downs of the life that the universe had given us, we all went through all of that because we stayed together and because Yoongi Hyung was there.
The man who brought heaven to earth, the angel that came down to embrace me to bring comfort and warmth to my cold body and whispered sweet nothings to my ear as I succumbed to sleep. He would hold me like a calico cat in his arms, rocking me back and forth as I sobbed against his chest, wrapping my arms around him tightly as if the world would end if I would let him go. Every day, I crave his love and his touch; nothing more will satisfy me.
I have fallen for Min Yoongi too deep, yet I made no plans of climbing back up from the deep and warm abyss that I have fallen into.
All this is no coincidence
Just, just, by my feeling
The whole world is different from yesterday
Just, just, with your joy
When you called me
I became your flower
As if we were waiting
We bloom until we ache
Maybe it's the providence of the universe
It just had to be that
You know, I know
You are me, I am you
Every day in my life, I would always thank the universe for giving me this life that I have with Yoongi Hyung and with our other members. I used to loathe the life that I had because of my insecurities, all the problems that I had to face, all the tragedies that I had to experience; I hated them all. But if it meant that I would have him in my life, I guess I could endure all of it because looking at where we are now, and there are no regrets in my heart.
The whole world is different from yesterday. Just by the smile on Yoongi Hyung's face, the way he calls me by the nicknames he had given me over the years, with our hands intertwined, I could wait another lifetime for Yoongi Hyung's love. This was something that I had told myself over and over again over the years when I was falling for him until the day I had completely fallen in love with him. But the universe seemed to have heard me begging on my knees because one day, my heart almost exploded when a revelation was revealed. Yoongi Hyung loves us, and he loves me.
We are one. Our love is one.
As much as my heart flutters, I'm worried
The destiny is jealous of us
Just like you I'm so scared
When you see me, when you touch me
The universe has moved for us
Without missing a single thing
Our happiness was meant to be
'Cause you love me, and I love you
But even though Yoongi Hyung already gave me the right to hold his hand and kiss his lips whenever I wanted, there is still this unnerving worry that I kept pushing to the back of my mind that always tries to escape. The universe may be our friend, but destiny is jealous of us, jealous of the love that we shared, the bond that we built, and the life that we lived. Just like Yoongi Hyung and the others, I was scared of what might happen if we took the risk and put our love on the line. But the universe has moved us without missing a single thing because I knew that our happiness was meant to be and because I loved him, and he loved me.
You're my penicillium, saving me, saving me
My angel, my world
I'm your Calico cat, here to see you
Love me now, touch me now
Yoongi Hyung saved me and keeps saving and saving and saving and saving me every single time. He was always there to pick me up whenever I fell, comforting me as I sobbed, praising me, and replacing all the negative insecurities and thoughts in my head. I worked so hard to get rid of the insecurities, and I still am because I do not want to lose someone important in my life. My angel, my Min Yoongi.
Just let me love you (let me love, let me love you)
Just let me love you (let me love, let me love you)
Since the creation of the universe
Everything was destined
Just let me love you (let me love, let me love you)
Just let me love you (let me love, let me love you)
So, Yoongi Hyung, if you are reading this. Please, just let me love you the way that you have loved me in those days that I needed someone, in those days that I needed you. I want to be the one who would pick you up when you fall, to be there as a shoulder for you to cry on, the one to whisper sweet nothings in your ear as I wrap my arms around you tightly. Because if you would let me, Hyung, I would love you and love you and love you until the end of days, just like you would have done for me.
Just let me.
"Min Yoongi, my Min Yoongi. Just let me love you."
