it's yours , to keep

m.10.15

I've been on a writing fit recently . Here you go . x.o

And I swear this time it was going to be something different because you weren't supposed to be a tragedy . You were supposed to be something that I would love and praise for every single generation to come . And it's upsetting because even after all the times you swore you cared about me and swore you needed me and swore my feelings mattered and swore I mattered I still felt like a bother and a burden all in one and I don't even think that was possible . I just want you to not be another cloud that travels eastward after the storm leaves . I want you to stick around forever and be all the things you promised .