Me And My Problems

Love? That's Impossible.

I'm not sure of what happened yesterday. My heart was weird my face was red almost 24/7. And Amethyst knows something! I'm  gonna find out. I look at Amethyst and Drake walking and talking in front of me. I glance down and slow down so that I  could think to myself in peace. I sigh and watch my breath turn into fog as it leaves my mouth. I don't understand what's happening. I'm so confused! Do I like Drake?!? Romantically? Maybe it is love? I shake my head. No that's impossible. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt someone touch my shoulder. I turned and saw that it was none other than James, one of the two boys that never leave me alone, ever! I looked him in the eye wondering where Henry was and said "What do you want?" James just stood there smiling at me. I glared at him waiting for my answer, it never came but James was looking at me weird so I turned around and started walking again. Before I took two steps James grabbed my wrist, I tugged my arm away from him and asked "Why are you following me?" James blushed but kept holding my wrist. I stayed silent, waiting for my answer. He finally spoke "I follow you because my parents told me to follow my dreams." He blushed profusely, looked down and loosened his grip a bit. I stayed silent because I've never had someone say something like that to me and I kept blushing in a daze. He cupped the side of my face with his hand while I was still in a daze and next thing I know he's kissing me. I finally snapped out of my daze and stared wide eyed at him, I was blushing badly and I was trying to back away from him but he had a strong grip on my wrist and face. What the hell is this jackass doing?!? Where's Amethyst or Drake when I need them? Drake... James finally stopped kissing me and he saw me crying. He looked shocked and I pulled my wrist away from his grip and started to run. I was running so fast that I passed Drake and Amethyst. I arrived at the school 30 minutes early, I immediately ran to the restroom, locked myself in a stall and cried my eyes out. What happened back there? Why did he do that? I pressed my fingers to my lips and started to cry again. I should start fixing myself up. I got out of the stall grabbed some tissues and walked to the sink. I grabbed my lip gloss and mascara and started to reapply it. After 5 minutes I walked out with my blue hood draped over my face. I hate my life, bad stuff always happens to me. I got to my class and got to my seat and layed my head on my desk craddling it in my arms. Soon Drake and Amethyst walked into the class and saw me. They walked up to me and poked me. I twitched but didn't say a word. "Ivy are you alright?" Amethyst asked. I answered with my head still in my arms "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just a little tired." "OK then we'll just leave you be until class starts." Amethyst said with a worried voice. Before class started I heard James and Henry come in talking. I turned my head a bit so that I could see him, he looked my way then looked back to Henry. They sat behind me still talking and I tensed up. Drake saw put his hand on my back and said "Ivy are you alright you seem to be upset?" Henry and James got quiet, then I felt another hand on me. I got even more tense, then Henry said to James quite loudly "Is she upset because you kissed her?" My eyes grew wide, I got up and ran out of the class. I heard James and drake calling after me, but I didn't stop. I turned into a hallway and ran up the staircase to a huge hallway used for clubs. I ran to my sanctuary, I finally found a door that said Green Room. I ran inside and closed the door behind me. I went inside our gallery and looked at all the pictures. I began to cry again. Then I heard the door and stood there still and silent in the corner, wide eyed with tears streaming down my face. "Ivy?" Drake said in a worried voice. I stayed quiet but then my phone went off. It scared the hell out of me I tried yo turn it off but it was in my bag. I got irritated and threw my bag across the room and yelled "Stupid Phone. SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!" Then it was silent, I looked up and saw Drake standing in front of me. He had a concerned face and I put my face in my knees and started to cry again. Drake sat down next to me and put his arm around my shoulder around my shoulder and he held me close. I stiffened and started to cry. I tried to move away but he kept holding me. What is this idiot doing now? He's always here when I don't need him. Or do I just not want him when I need him? Drake hugged me and. Mumbled something under his breath. "What?" I asked, he just said "Nothing, its not important." The bell rang and I got up, grabbed my bag and started to walk out of the club room. Drake followed and it was silent the whole time when I got back to class everyone stared at me and whispered to someone. I pulled my hood back on and looked put the window. What a day this is gonna be. When Mrs.Harrison came in it grew silent, then she looked at me and said. "Ms.Montgomery please take your hood off in class." I quickly obeyed without a fuss and said. "Yes mam." It grew silent again and everyone was staring at me wide eyed, even Mrs.Harrison was shocked then she said. "Ivy are you alright?" I was shocked myself because I didn't fuss with her. I shook it off and nodded my head. Then Mrs.Harrison started the lesson. Henry were acting dumb as always and making some noise behind me but, James on the other hand was quiet. I could sense him looking at me, it was awkward because I still felt his warmth. I shook my head and tried to forget but it was hard to. Why does he do this? I can't stand this! Maybe I should start on my notes. I grabbed my pencil and started to write something down, but it wasn't notes that I wrote down. On my paper all you saw written down in the center was Did I enjoy the kiss? It was written all over my paper. I crumpled the paper up and put it in my bag. I was getting a new one when my eyes met with James's, his hazel eyes popped from his light brown hair and tan complexion. I quickly averted my eyes and turned back around. 15 minutes later the bell rang and I started putting my stuff in my bag, Drake stood in front of my desk and looked at me. I asked him "What is it?" He said "Nothing I just wanted to look at your eyes." I blushed and looked away then, I saw James pass by, his hand grazed my arm and I stiffened. He did too and I got up and walked to my next class.
------------7TH PERIOD-----------
The bell rang for us to go to 7th period. Amethyst has a track meet today so me and Drake are going to be walking to 7th. Drake pulled me out of my thoughts when he spoke. "Are you ready to go?" "Oh uhm, yeah let's go." I said while grabbing my stuff. We walked out of the class and then I asked Drake something. "Hey Drake," He answered. "Yeah?" I paused for a moment than spoke. "Do you want to walk around with me after school?" He thought about it for a moment the said. "Sure." He smiled and that made me smile, we kept walking and got to our P.E class. We sat down waiting for Ms.Sanchez to come, then James walked in and sat down not that far from me. I felt awkward so I moved a bit to get comfortable again, but then I got a little too close to Drake and that made me uncomfortable so I got up and sat back down Indian styled. Ms.Sanchez came in and told us that we'll be running today. I groaned and unfolded my legs. "Go get dressed in your P.E clothes then sit in front of the soccer goal post." I got up and walked to the girls locker room. I changed into the gray shirt and shorts that were our P.E clothes then put my hair in a bun and walked out to the soccer field. I was the first one out so it was quiet. I started to tie my shoes, then James came out. I focused on my shoes for the moment, but then he sat down close to me. I glanced at him and he was looking at me. "What is it?" I said flatly. He said nothing just admiring you. I rolled my ryes and said. "Sure you are." I finally finished tying my shoes and I set my hands on the grass beside me and sat criss cross looking at the flowers on the grass. He glanced at my hand and laid his on top of mine. I quickly pulled my hand back and said. "What are you doing?" I stared into his hazel eyes and he said "What?" "Why did you kiss me earlier and why did you try to hold my hand just now?!?" He answered me while staring at me. "Its because, I love you." He blushed and looked down. I stared at him blankly those words rang in my ears, I love you. Drake walked out of the locker room and things grew quiet and awkward. After a few minutes everyone came out and it was time to run. She gave us a choice to race around the field or to just walk laps. I chose to walk laps with Drake. Almost everyone chose to race so there were only a few people walking, including James. His name lingered through my mind. James...
I shook the thought from my head and continued to jog.  Drake and me chose to race each other but almost immediately I lost Drake ran up ahead in a flash. I was still jogging and I saw James catching up so I quickened my pace. I got to Drake sweaty and out of breath. Later Ms. Sanchez blew her whistle and told us to get dressed. I ran inside to get dressed, it was kind of hot so I put my hoodie in my bag and wore my black tank top and skinnyjeans. I walked out of the dressing room and waited on the bleachers for Drake. I took out my phone and put on my musicand closed my eyes. What a day this was. I cried my eyes out. Ran laps with Drake. I got kissed and held hands with, James. My thoughts were interrupted when someone sat next to me. I turned and saw that it was Drake and sighed in relief. The bell rang for us to leave and me and Drake walked out of the school to walk around. Hopefully this goes well.

Hey guys sorry if this is a long I just didn't want to end it yet. But the next chapter is gonna show Drake and Ivy hanging out, but there will be an unexpected visitor! Muahaha I'm so evil so bye my potatoes!!!