People often wonder how I can have a faith as strong as I do. I don't go to church every Sunday and for that I am sorry. I am in no means healthy in the last 3 years I thought I wouldn't be alive for another few days because of my health taking dipping turns more than once. Before I really turned to God I still knew he existed I was never worried if God was real or not, I just simple cursed is named in place of praising it. I have lived out more supernatural events both holy and evil in my life alone to keep Hollywood busy for the next thousand years. Scientifically their is bets and pools and odds and math on the chances of im being from from a 67% chance God exists to a 1000 to one bet that the 2nd coming will happen. Now if you ask me 1000 to one isn't big odds that's the same odds I had to get alopecia. Doctors don't know why or how or when they know one in every 1000 people have it though. But all the science on God, all the documentaries about God, All the miracles I personally have seen and been part of have honestly nothing to do with my unshaken faith in our Lord King Jesus. My belief of God comes from when you really get down to it. The Lords undeniable presence of God. When I pray out need not want or sorrow or pain when I say need I mean need. Their is not a second that passes from that moment of asking for help that you do not feel helped. That overwhelming peace of mind. When you step in front of God's grace like that in our times of need their is no question and it doesn't come from the relief of the end of suffering it doesn't come from the happiness of no longer having that problem over your head. It is simply impossible to not be washed over with His love. As a man that as prayed for god himself I take no greater joy in life than to see our Lord happy. To me I try to be a friend of Christ 1st and a follower 2nd. As you can read every book know every word be the best blind follower of all the sheep but to know God, That's a powerful thing. Something i believe is overlooked to much in church's and day to day life. God isn't this scary mystery chess player sitting on some cloud higher than your eye can see unless that's where you put him. As powerful and great God is he remains were you put him. Some people put him on a shelf to try to forget him, some people try to put him in a box to fit their needs or beliefs. To those that accept him as the Lord as our and your Leader, as the one true King. Those are the people without worry. Those are the people that can and do call this all powerful GOD friend or father. Those that take him as he is not as they wish see God's grace day in and out and face every storm with a smile as they know they have the best raincoat to ever exist. The point I make is God is many things and the list of why we should follow him and the list of why we aren't worthy are more miles long than your feet could carry you alone, But that shouldn't be why you believe in God. Do not worship the Lord out of a feeling of guilt that you are not worthy that you owe him something as God didn't die for you to hold it over your head many years later he did it out of his undying love for us. Do not worship out of greed to try to bribe your way into heaven with all your good deeds, Simply do these good deeds from your heart as it is what we wish to do when filled with the spirit of God. Do not worship God out of a fear of going to hell if you do not obey his every word to the T. is God not a forgiving god? Worship because you love God. Because if you have ever felt God's love yourself how you don't just want to return that love, now that's unbelievable.
