Sinning Saint
I look at myself like a parent looks at a report card. Doesn't matter if I got five A's That F. is whats gonna show. My life I've done countless horrors to the point of taking the final breaths from others. Friends regard me on the level the Church does a saint but that's a joke that would make those I hurt faint. I'm so nice but its like its on ice i get hot and it melts away. Thousands of countless kind deeds but near to just as many sins to easily rival it. Does that make a man? as we are simply called to do those kindness and each or any fail to act let alone act to just hurt doesn't erase it all but is it that which matters? We are called to 100%, perfection. So if you 1% or 99% your the same. So its part of why to me i will always be that monster as it is what i am, even if not now. Its part of me a whole is what i need to be. which takes all of me to do. I can't just shut down or shut out what isn't liked by myself or others. If i am to grow and move on and try to survive let alone prosper.
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