Destiny

7

I cried inside my room thinking about what all Stephen would have told Shawn. He's not trusting me and he didn't even tell me what Stephen told him about. Stephen is so cheap it's not wrong to expect vulgar things from him about me.
But I'm scared about what Shawn thinks now , I want to explain him everything and clear things with him . I just wanted to be good and to be happy with my life , I wanted to have a family and now when everything was going right Stephen just ruined it for me.
Shawn has not come back home he left in anger and now I'm getting worried for where he might be.
I tried to call him but he's not picking up so I decided to call Aliyah.
" Hello Liyah , it's me soff "
" Hey soff how are you why you sound so tired ?" She questioned.
" Liyah , Shawn has not come home since afternoon I'm afraid where he is "
" Don't worry he might be busy in work it's actually normal for him to be late " she replied
" No Liyah he didn't left for work "
" What's the matter soff ?" She questioned
" Liyah we just got into a fight and he left the house in anger "
" Oh my god soff you don't how dangerous Shawn is when he's angry , did he do something to you " she asked
" No he didn't do anything to me , but I'm getting worried about him "
" Okay let me tell dad he'll call him and I'll let you know "
" Okay Liyah"

SHAWN'S POV
I don't want to go back to Sofia , I don't want to face her again and not this drunk . I know I'm just wasting my time on that girl , I don't think she feels the same as I do . I don't want to break my heart again by being all in with her but she does something to me always it's something different I feel like she's mine no matter if I hate her or love her but she's just mine . Even if I hate her that means I love her , it's confusing. I was soo angry on her but I didn't wanted to lose my temper. I relieved myself by kissing her so that she can shut up for a while. Even if I try to be with someone else I know I can never get her out of my mind. I feel like I'll be incomplete without her she completes me just by being with me and this is wrong I am not meant to be like this , I cannot love that girl.
She called me so many times and all I did was ignore her calls.
I chuckled looking at my phone and quickly picked it up.
" Yes dad " I slurred on my words .
" Where are you ?"
" I don't know I think in a bar " I chuckled.
" How can you leave Sofia alone at home she's scared and you're not picking her call "
" Dad you don't know anything that happened " I slurred.
" I know you guys had a fight, now just go back to her and say sorry for your behaviour " he yelled
" But I didn't do anything wrong " I replied
" I know how you are when you're angry you might have done something wrong, so just say sorry to her " dad said
" She should say sorry "
" For what " my dad questioned.
" Dad ,she always argues with me for no reason if I'm asking her a question she can answer me straight she doesn't have to irritate me all the time , you know I don't like this "
" She's not that kind of a girl who fucks around with you don't expect her to listen to your orders " my dad replied
" Now you're taking her side huh " I laughed
" Yes cuz I know my son " my dad laughed and added " Don't go like this to her you're not sober right now " he said and I hummed.

Well I don't care if I'm sober or drunk I'm just going home .I walked out of the bar watching my steps and trying not to fall.

SOFIA'S POV
I waited for Shawn to come home I made dinner for him but I don't think he'll eat anything cuz it's too late.
I changed into my comfy clothes and layed down on the bed. I heard the door bell ringing and I quickly ran to open the door.
I unlocked the door and found a drunk Shawn with a cut on the side of his eyes and neck standing in front of me.
" Shawn " I gasped to see him this drunk and he walked passed me.
" Shawn what are these marks what happened just tell me " I shouted running to him.
" I know honey , I know " he said grabbing my face gently into his hands.
" Come let's go the room and apply something on these cuts " I said walking away to the kitchen " come on just go already you're soo drunk I'm bringing your dinner" but he grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him.
" I want you for dinner " he whispered into my ear sending me shivers to all the right places.
" You're so drunk we'll talk about it tomorrow " I said walking back to our room.
" You know I feel hurt whenever I imagine someone else doing things to you that I want to do " He shouted from back and i turned to face him.
" Someone?" I raised my eyebrow.
" Like your ex " he replied
" What things ?" I asked in shock.
" Things like , touching you , loving you , caressing you , teasing you " he said walking to me and puts a strand of my hair to the back of my ear.
" Things like this never happened between us Shawn but it's pointless to explain you anything cuz you're going to forget it till morning anyways , let's just go to our room before you get any infections on these cuts " I said and moved back.
" I don't want to believe what Stephen told me about you " he said
" I expect vulgar things from him , I know what words he'll use for me but I don't want you to believe those things, I want you to trust me " I kissed him softly and walked back to our room. He followed me and jumped on the bed.
" Did you get into a fight ?" I questioned and he said no.
" How you got these cuts?" I asked
" A little car crash" he slurred and laughed.
" What! are you serious, what if something happened to you , why don't you get it Shawn " I yelled
" But nothing happened to me " he said cupping my face while I applied the cream on his cuts.
" Are you going to sleep like this just change your clothes " I said walking away .
" Help me " he replied with a smirk.
I walked towards where he was and started to unbutton his shirt while he kept staring at me.
" Have I ever told you how beautiful you are " he said making me blush.
" Remove your pants yourself " I smiled and removed his shirt off him and then I walked to remove his shoes.
" Good night " I said and turned around to sleep but he pulled me into him with his hand , he kept his face buried in my neck and his hand wrapped around my waist.
" Good night " he whispered.