This time Miyung dropped me off and I headed to first period and sat in my seat waiting for Jack, I was honestly nervous to see him but I couldn't stop thinking about what happened it keeps replaying in my head.
He walked in looking at me then looked away quickly when he noticed I was looking at him too,
"Hey Jack" I said as he sat next to me
He completely ignored me and got up from his seat again heading to the teacher, I watched them as he talked and all she did was nod her head. He headed to his table and picked up his books completely ignoring my presence.
"Okay class Jacob ima need you to sit next to Rih so Jack can sit in your seat just wanted to switch seats for now"
He sat at the very front as I sat in the back I don't know what his deal was but if I knew he was going to act this way I wouldn't have fucked him.
Every class I had with Jack he moved his seat away from me and I couldn't handle it. I don't know what I did wrong we both agreed on forgetting about it and never talking about it again so what happened.
Even at lunch Jack sat with his basketball team and of course Jessica was followed by him. Miyung and Teja questioned about it but I brushed it off like I didn't care.
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It been like this for a month now even when I try to talk to Jack he completely ignores me but when it's Miyung or Teja he treats them the same as before. He blocked me on all social media and blocked me from calling his number it's like he never met me, like I didn't exist.
I decided to walk to the park by myself I needed some fresh air the sun was setting so I thought it would be a good time. I grabbed my keys and phone, plugging in my headphones. I sat on the bench feeling myself confused about everything I didn't know whether to cry or get mad. My throat hurt from how much I was trying not to cry, but failed I cried my eyes out, I felt the burning sensation in my chest from choking up on my tears.
It was already pitch dark, it went by fast I checked my phone and read 9pm. I got up from the bench and started walking home
"Rih is that you" I heard a voice from behind me I turned around seeing Angela running up to me
"Hey Angela"
"Are you okay want me to walk you home" she said hugging me
"It's like two blocks from here"
"Yea me too so might as well walk together"
The walk was short but Angela made me feel better about everything I told her about how Jacks been ignoring me and she said it's probably his girlfriend telling him to stop seeing me. I've thought about it but I don't think Jacks the type to listen to Jessica about that, I truly think it's better what happened that night, Halloween was next week and I thought I would've hung out with Jack that day but things change.
"Thanks Angela" I said hugging her
"I live like 2 houses away if you want I can give you a ride to school every morning"
"No it's okay"
"No really Rih I'll be outside ur place at 7:55 and text me if anything" she said walking to her house
I headed into my room and texted Miyung she didn't have to pick me up tomorrow. I felt like it was all my fault but I know we both played a part in it.
