Course Of Few Months [H.S]

Chapter 8: Paparazzi Or Fans?

YN knew what she was going to do! She was going to keep her baby. Yes she was!

How was she going to provide for it? She didn't know. But she will figure it out. She have so much shit figured out on her own by far. She will do it.

She really have to move out of this appartment just before her last year of college starts. She made really good friends with her future roommates. The other girl wasn't from their college, and she was a film major. YN's classmate lived in a shared appartment off campus. Both of them were sweet to her, they did got to know about each other a little bit via video calls. Just random stuff like if one is allergic to something to if it would be fine they had some people over for a few days if they want to. One of her new roommate had a toddler, YN didn't had any issues with that unless the toddler doesn't raid her room or something.

YN had to go through now what she wants to keep and stuff like that. She never had to move before. This was completely new situation for her. She couldn't move all of her furniture there because that would be entire appartment. She would have to resell some of the stuff. Luckily her landlady was nice enough to help her out with that and bought all the furniture YN didn't needed in a depreciated amount, so that was a relief.

Her pregnancy was getting to her already. She would feel nauseous here and there and throw up in morning. But it wasn't really that bad. She was really taking this stuff seriously, reading up the articles and watching YouTube videos. Of course she knows it wasn't going to be no where same to those people who shared their experience online. But she got the sense of relief watching that it would be normal if she happens experience through them.

She haven't heard from Harry at all. She was kind of expecting him to ghost her. Of course who would want to have a baby with someone who they barely know. She hated to make assumptions but she really came to a conclusion that she was just his "quarantine fling" just to keep her sanity contained in it's box. She feels bad for herself for falling for the first person who was nice to her after her only family's demise.

YN went to meet her new friends who were going to be her roommates at the mall. It was a sunny Friday she had great time with the girls. They both didn't seemed to judge her at all (especially, after she opened up about her pregnancy and that she might still live with them with the new baby) they were in fact being very supportive of her already. One of them had a baby of her own and she was alone supporting her child and she was barely an year older than YN. They even suggested she should slowly start preparing for her baby already because it was really going to be hard but it was not impossible. YN freaky thought it was a good idea so her new friends dragged her to the stores with them to get baby some stuff. was it too early? Maybe, but she thought it was just good for her, so who cares if it was too early, right?

She was back home now, and on a phone call with her other classmate helping him out with an accounts problem, he was too anxious and worried like it was the end the world already. YN was just too nice and her fellow classmates did really reached to her for help. Though she was always introverted she made and effort to help out people. It was pissing her off today because this guy wouldn't let her be calm and help him out.

"Ryan can you please calm down? It's not end of the world." She had her phone clutched between her shoulder and ear as she tried to unlock her door.

Little did she knew Harry was right there leaving for somewhere. To him it felt the first time he saw her, he haven't heard from her in weeks. She was pregnant (who was potentially his child). She looked so tired and a bunch of bags in her hand. He never knew her as a shopper.

"You need to look for a new apartment now Harry. You know she lives here too. Can't just wait here and stare at her door all the time." It was Harry's manager speaking.