𝐸𝑀𝑃𝑇𝑌 𝑆𝑃𝐴𝐶𝐸

Back , to the beginning

Bonnie had took essie home with her and for the past few days Bonnie had seen something scary she seen klaus inside of her ; the anger in her eyes , her smirk , everything down to essie's body language made Bonnie miss klaus even more than she already had . Elena had been over every day after work talking to Bonnie telling her about essies overdose and more but Bonnie didn't want to here about essies past she didn't want to think about how bad it could've been for her daughter. " so you and klaus who would've ever thought " Elena said all sarcastically " he was different Elena really different we were — we were in love "
Elena grabbed bonnies hand " I understand more than anyone " Bonnie sat back " it all happened so fast Elena " unknowingly essie was behind the door hanging on to every word her mom was saying Bonnie kept talking. " I first seen him agian when I was visiting my aunt i was in a bar I hated him so bad that when I saw him I let him know I wasn't afraid of him and didn't want to talk to him but he just wouldn't stop trying to have a conversation so I just kept throwing hatful words at him I had gotten so drunk that night that klaus compelled the bartender to stop serving me and took me back to my aunts but when I had forgotten my key and my aunt wasn't home he then took me to his hotel room literally tucking me in and watching me fall asleep and when I woken up he was still in the chair but he was asleep , that's when I felt a shift a shift like never before like he was selfness " . Essie smiled  "after that night I wanted to thank him but all that came out of my mouth was gibberish so he just said "no problem my love" and after that we had seen each other daily I would do spells while I watched him paint we basically lived in that hotel room together without a care in the world I always had the thought that maybe this was a scheme maybe he was playing me but the time never came it was always good ; the sex , the time we spent everything was just magically he lit up my whole existence . Life was good very good up until klaus started being klaus wanted me to be branded with his name and me to have his baby " . " I wanted those things too but not all at that time he was furious with me when I told him no he thought I was playing around with his mind and feelings but I wasn't I loved him - I still do so yea it wasn't a mistake or a one night stand we were in love ". Essie felt a ray of sadness and happiness at once which almost caused her to fall on the door but she caught herself and kept listening to Bonnie " so after we argued he stormed off saying how he changed for me and how he always try's to be a better person for me I felt sad I hated when we would fight so there I was apologizing while he walked off , I was screaming at him to come talk to me and when he did he swooshed back towards me kissing my forehead saying " I can't my love " all I could do in that moment Is cry he was leaving me like everyone else had and I couldn't take it he was gone , and not even 4 weeks later I was pregnant I couldn't call him that couldn't be the only reason he wanted to come back so I didn't tell him I just carried her to term until delivery she had his face structure , his eyes I couldn't do it I couldn't bare it so then when we were discharged I drove to North Carolina and left her at the orphanage door step I know it was wrong but at the time I couldn't do anything else " . "Sadly the last I heard he was in New Orleans finding himself and if he found out that I gave our daughter up to the system he'd simply kill me so I kept it secret ." Essie forced her way in the room " you gave me up because you were scared YOU WERE SCARED ? I was scared when I was 5 thinking about were I came from and how I came too be I was scared when I was 9 in a group home and was molested by the man in our building I was scared when at 14 my boyfriend beat the hell out of me AND YES I WAS SCARED WHEN I WAS HIGH OF MY ASS HERE IN MYSIC FALLS ALMOST OVERDOSING BECAUSE OF HOW HURT I AM im scared all the time but I find a way . Essie walked back out of the room and out of the door she was crying she was so mad she kept pacing there she was with all the answers and she didn't even want them anymore . Essie had screamed and it was like a sound wave Bonnie and Elena came running out " omg it's happening " Bonnie ran grabbing essies arms " I'm sorry I can't change the past I can't change the fact I gave you up or what you've been through but I can change how you use your power teach you to control it " essie started crying agian hugging Bonnie tight . And when They all headed in the house they looked in the street seeing a body . Elena ran to it " omg Bonnie omg , he's dead " Bonnie mouth was wide open and tears filed her eyes Elena looked towards essie and said " we'll that means - " but Bonnie beat her to it "she's triggered the curse , she's triggered her curse " essie looked confused once agian " what do you mean " Bonnie explained teary eyed " your not just a bennet witch your special your also a werewolf sweetness and killing someone triggers the curse that means you will turn next full moon " essie wasn't just shocked she was flabbergasted all this time she never knew all this time she thought she was empty but the whole time she was full , full of powers . Calling 911 about the body Elena waited for the ambulance to come get the body telling him she didn't know who he was or what he was doing outside so late but she knew he was dead .