Demon Slayer Scenarios

sad A/n ( Do not have to read )

I really can't believe that when i finally start to have a crush on someone 

HUMAN LIKE A REAL PERSON

They end up liking one of my friends...

Like i really can't handle it anymore.

It's literally happened like 2 TIMES NOW?!

Like wHy WhY?!

LIKE WTF?!! 

I finally like someone REAL and then my friend takes them away.

And EVEN MY OTHER FRIENDS LIKE SHIP THEM.

And all i can do is agree because thats just the type of friend i am.

NO MADDER HOW ANGRY OR JEALOUS I AM I'M ALWAYS JUST LIKE

" Yeah haha! "

LIKE WHY!!

Like i really don't have that confidence and i NEVER did. I have never ONCE confessed to my crush or told ANYONE about it because i have trust issues. I'm just so secretive and just hide my feelings for others to be happy.

AND YOU GOT ME HERE THINKING

* I never stood a chance against her anyway *

* I actually thought he would like me? Honestly. *

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I try way to hard for some stupid guy that ends up liking my friend. I really can't handle it anymore.

There really is no point. Whats the point of falling in love? 

I'm better off reading fanfiction and dreaming of scenarios that will NEVER happen.

Like why like someone real when you can have someone that will never leave your heart and never has to leave your heart. You can just daydream all day without thinking of losing this FICTIONAL CHARACTER.  

I just really can't do it anymore. There really is no point in falling in love when there is a VERY HIGH CHANCE they will never love you back. I have no confidence and i'm way to insecure to even confront the manner and i haven't even told my friends about it. 

So i'm really just making myself suffer. I have such a fixed mindset and feel like i have to be good at everything.

Sorry yall...

I just wanted to express my feelings somehow. I hope you all have an amazing day/night. I love you all and, until next time...