The Vampire Villainess (吸血鬼の悪役)English ver.

Chapter 5:

— i have been a fool for so long... All my days as Soyeon were full of sadness and regret,there was never a single moment where i was myself but does this even matter? After all I'm already dead. And if I don't make things right,I will die again,tough it's not like I care about my life...

I want to have enough strength to get through this- and I will... Because,there's something that's keeping me going on and I can't forget it and that "thing" is in truth

The throne. If I become the king I won't need to suffer anymore. But as I get older things will get harder... Karl Heinz don't see me as a threat now,but in the future he will and due to that he's going to push me to marriage I mean after all,who in their right mind, wouldn't offer billions and billions for the hand of the only vampire princess? Other than winning some favor from the king they would get a title from the Manoban house no one would want to lose this. Besides from to protect myself from marriage proposals there's other people I need to protect and it's of course,none other than: The Mukami Brothers. I feel hesitant about Yuma tough..after all if he doesn't die,what will happen to Shu ? Tough trauma shouldn't be something crucial for his character,it might have an ever bigger butterfly effect... I wonder,what kind of person he's going to turn if his dear Edgar don't "die"? Well I guess I'm just going to save his village because I can't let innocent people pay for the jealousy of Reiji. But if Yuma don't become vampire,what will happen? What's the consequences of one love interest go missing? Be free from a fake death is a  thing,but let a love interest die might be a big and really big thing.. Should I just- transform him into a vampire together with the others before my father does? I don't know what I should do,taking him away from his family would be too cruel and he would end up being even more messed up- i need to think,I need to think! Nothing should be miscalculated here! 

After thinking so much I decided to just stop the fire that Reiji would soon cause at Yuma's village. I was going to decide what to do later,I still got some time. 

Before the accident happened I started training my magic after my awakening months earlier,and after so much training I think I got enough magic to stop a fire,tough of course for a nine year old like me is pretty hard,but I will be able to do it. After some time,Eris started observing her older brother,Reiji more closely to see any suspicious move. Since he was the brother she less interacted with,she needed to be more discreet about it different from the other brothers. 

— Aah!

someone bumped on me—

— R-reiji? Ah, I'm so sorry brother! I should have looked to where I was going.. I apologize.

After briefly bowing to apologize I raised my head to see a innocent gaze.

Coming from him,it's pretty strange,after all he was one of the ones who killed Eris the most. Poisoned and stabbed...little shit. I couldn't help but show an hostile gaze for a short time and I just recomposed myself after hearing the devil calling my name.

— Sister Eris? Is there anything wrong? You seem distant.

Said the gray-haired little boy in quite the proud and slightly rude tone. 

— oh! I was just having some thoughts I apologize for that brother. 

I'm not going to try flattery on him,after all even tough he's a child who lacks attention,he's not foolish at all and he might get suspicious of me. 

— I see,also I've been seeing sister here quite frequently? I know sister studies hard,but you're coming here at the library more often. 

— that's because i-i ah..

The little girl blushed a little 

— hm?

— because I-i wanted to see older brother Reiji! 

— What are you saying?! I mean *ahem* what are you saying Eris? You could have just requested to see me formally,not coming here delaying your affairs!

The little boy felt kinda ashamed for raising his tone,and nervously started fixing his glasses to try to avoid eye contact with his sibling. 

As I tough,he's might be a little suspicious of me,but he's still thirsty for someone's admirations towards him,someone who will praise him. His other siblings don't share the same interests with him,so receive such a sentence that suddenly (even when suspicious of that person) might be a warm feeling...

— I'm sorry brother..it's just that I couldn't go through the agony to wait for a letter from you to visit you,I need to do it sooner,because I like brother really much- 

— Humph,stop with that. You're already bothering me for too long.

His tone was harsh and piercing that could break ice,but of course he wasn't really annoyed by her.

After Eris left,he tough about those phrases over and over. He finally felt loved by someone,so that's was how Shu felt when their mother was nice towards him? 

— I..think it can't be that bad after all.

Said the gray haired between mumbles.

(Note from author: remembering that the love mentioned is just PLATONIC,since there's people who wrote fanfiction with a sister who has romantic feelings towards the sakamaki brothers and some of you might feel like this is incest,I'm here to say there won't be ANY kind of romantic or cheesy line between Eris and The Sakamaki brothers.)