I feel so lost in the world, like I no longer belong here. The feeling of loneliness constantly consuming me. Although I have all the attention I need. Greedy, I feel very much that way but I can't help but feel this way. Maybe I need a new experience, a chance to meet different people. I love the life I have but at times I feel like I will never feel at ease. Like I will always carry the responsibility. I wanna feel free, fearless of what each day will bring me. Of course I have already learned to deal with the fear or reality, we all have to a some point but I won't think so much of it. I wanna reach each ambition l have set out for me in mind. But will I really make it to that point. Will I have the opportunity to say I have made it. Or will the darkness consume me before I can even fight to conquer it.

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