One Step To Cross (Simdil40/Simdil90 FF)

Chapter 5: Coma dreams

Simons POV

~Start Dream~

I was standing in the middle of the street, in an unknown city. Tall buildings stood by the two sides of me, left and right. An endless road behind and ahead of me.

"What do I do? Where do I go?"

Panic grew up in me as I looked around. No cars, no people. I ran forward.

I ran until I couldn't breath and it felt like forever. I fell to my knees a soon as I stopped. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I picked my head up and looked ahead. "Did I hear someone calling my name?"

My eyes rounded as I saw a figure in the distance. I will never mistake that figure. I stood up and ran towards it not caring about anything.

There he was. About 20 meters between us. And Carry... I didn't want to stop, I wanted to reach him, but I couldn't help it. I looked at Martins girlfriend, 10 meters away, she had an evil grin on her face. She turned around and walked towards him taking his hand in hers and they started walking into the sun leaving me far behind.

I cried, yelled his name, but got no reaction. It was so much pain watching him walk away from me with her until I couldn't see them.

Suddenly the sun got really bright hurting my eyes, so I closed them. When I opened them I found myself in a room. No windows or doors. Only a monitor on the soft wall that is fixed by gray skin.

It seemed that I was alone. But the screen showed the room, me and... A person walking towars me? I looked at where it was on monitor, but there was no one.

Slowly I backed away and tried to turn so I could maybe see it's face.

It worked. It's Carry.

Some of her cloth had blood on it and I saw I knife in her hand. I felt myself shaking from fear, my legs could barely hold my weight, my brain couldn't proceed what was going on. Why couldn't I see her in real life and only on this monitor? Why was she even that way?

I was still walking backwards until my back hit the wall with a "THUNG", my look didn't leave the screen. I couldn't move once again, so I shot my eyes as hard as I could.

She was very close. I could feel her breath on my neck, as she whispered into my ear.

- He's mine...

I felt something cold and sharp in my stomach and couldn't hold in a painful cry. It was incredible, unbelievable amount of pain.

I couldn't believe that she stabbed me, I didn't want to die... Where were we anyway?

"Did she do it because of Martin?" - I groaned and slided down the wall leaving a red line on it. Monitor... The room was empty. There was no me or her any longer.

I blinked away the tear, it took only one moment. New location. This seemed more realistic than the previous ones though.

The pain was gone, and I felt something warm on my hand and chest. I looked down. Nothing... I looked around and gasped. It looked like a hospital room. A bed and a chair stood in the middle of it. I recognized Bodil's messy, dark brown hair. He lied on someones chest sobbing quiet in his sleep.

"W-wait... Is that...? Is that me?"

- Martin! - I cried jumping on him, trying to give him a big hug. A second later a was on the floor, looking up at Bodil who acted like he didn't even notice anything, in confusion. "Wha...?"

Then it hit me. "I fell through him. I FELL THROUGH HIM." I sobbed even though there was no pain.

- MARTIN! - I yelled standing up. - Please don't pretend like you don't see me!!! - While I cried I noticed my other selfs lips move a tiniest bit. The me that lied in the bed. Incredible.

It didn't help though. He already woke up and was just sitting there and staring at me in bed. He was so cute, so nice, so beautiful. I couldn't help myself, couldn't declare it any longer.

All these years, I loved him. We have been friend for so long and he helped me in anytime. "I can't." I love him, I love him, I love him! "God dang it!" He was the only one who actually cared.

"I must tell or show him how I feel. As soon as possible."

~End Dream~

I felt sharp pain in my left hand and groaned. I open my eyes and look up. Did I even close them? My vision is really blurry, but I managed to recognize the room from earlier. Martin was close.

- M-Martin? - I shuttered unsure. "Please hear me!"

- Simon! - he immediately picked his head up and hugged me as I struggled to move.

"Wow." Feeling him next to me was amazing, and I couldn't hold in a huge smile. I hope this feeling never ends.

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A/N: Hmmm... Interesting, ain't it? ;) Thanks for 250 reads btw, love ya all. I have nothing more to say.

~AZ