One Step To Cross (Simdil40/Simdil90 FF)

Chapter 10: You have no excuse

Bodils POV

After saying my quick good byes to Felix I ran out of the house. Bright sun warmed up the top of my head, fortunately my sunglasses protected me from the light. It was like the middle of spring. I had to be hot, but for some reason I was fine even in my favorite suit. I stopped for a second making my body walk, not run from excitement.

After five minutes of walking I finally reached my destiny. Flower shop.

I walked in a small shop, many different aromas of flowers surrounded me. It smelled so nice, almost as I was swimming in it. First time in my life to see so much beauty, I couldn't choose what to get. I saw a young woman with red-ginger hair and walked over to her.

- Hello. I need to buy some flowers to apologize to someone. - I smiled at her and she smiled back. She turned looking through flowers and spoke.

- Sure, we have anything you can possibly want. A bouquet? - I nodded. She placed her hands on her sides and moved towards the shelf. It seemed like she had a little struggle even with just walking, I have noticed a small belly. She was pregnant.

Walking around and searching for a perfect bouquet for Simon we were interrupted by someone walking in. A girl turned and a wide smile spread across her face. She mumbled a quick "Excuse me" and jump-hugged a man that walked in. At first I felt a bit surprised and even uncomfortable but then the thought that it may be the father of the child met me and I calmed down looking back at flowers.

- Martin? - "Wait... Adam?!" I turned to face Adam and the girl from before in his hands. "So that is his 'family'." I mentally smiled at their cuteness. Actually, I wish I had that too...

- Boy, girl? - A bit of a sudden question but it seems that they both were happy to answer.

- First of all, Alesa this is Martin, and Martin this is Alesa. - He pointed at me and then at the girl. I smiled and shacked her hand gently. - Second of all, it's a boy. - Alesa giggled happily.

One thing I didn't think about was the explanation of what I was doing in the flower shop. I already chose one of the bouquets and so I just had to buy it.

- I'm sorry, we can hand out a bit later. I have been planning something for now, and I need that beautiful flowers for it. - I pointed at the yellow, red and pink mix pack of tulips that I liked.

Adam threw a non-thrusting look at me but after thinking a bit, smiled. While Alesa was packing the flowers in a colorful paper he moved closer to me and whispered:

- I'm happy for you whatever is happening. - I laughed making Adams fiance to look at us for a second.

- Same thing, man. - I whispered back, talking about their child, holding back my laugh.

Alesa came back handing me the bouquet and I was about to give her the money but she cut me off.

- Nonononononono! I won't take the money, thank you! Take it like this! - I gave her a light hug hearing Adam chuckle.

- Thank you! It's been nice getting to know you! Bye, I gotta run! - I was in such a rush and so happy with my new plan.

The bouquet was kinda hard to carry but it didn't matter. All that mattered was to apologize to Simon, even though I'm so flipping nervous I'm probably gonna piss my pants.

Finally, 20 minutes later, I have arrived. I've been standing in front of his door and it was hard. I tried not to look at the cracks on it to not remember everything that happened, but it didn't help. Last time I was here, I almost broke the door, luckily but not that luckily it opened sooner, and raped Simon. "Oh god... I'm so sorry..." "You have to knock and then tell him this face to face, idiot!" Jesus, this has to stop.

Hesitantly, I knocked softly on his door. Soon enough, the knob turned.

Simons POV

Someone had knocked on the door, so lazily getting up I moved that way. You would say that as soon as I open the door I will regret it.

Nope.

Martin stood there and looked at me kinda scared, he had a huge bouquet of tulips in his hands which he decided to hand me.

- Simon! Listen please! - he almost cried out panicking. "I wasn't going anywhere, and haven't said anything, what is wrong with him." - I'm so sorry, I didn't mean what I did, I swear! Please Simon! Please forgive me! - he fell to his knees still holding the flowers in front of him because I didn't take them and wasn't planning to. Seriously, can't he just forget everything and calm the fudge down.

He haw been eyeing me with poppy eyes. I saw real fear, guiltiness and hope in them, but didn't feel even a bit worse while shutting the door in front of his face.

I heard him crying, and didn't understand why. He did it all, he felt guilty, he said sorry, what else? I slid down the door listening to his sobs on the other side.

- Please... I love you too Simon... - he whispered very quiet but I heard. So he loves me too, huh? And that's why he called me an idiot and slapped before running away? That's why he raped me, I was too hot to handle? Well, I don't give a fuck!

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A/N: OH MY GOD, SKY IS GETTING A BABY BOY!!! SO MUCH FANGIRLING AND HAPPINESS! Awww, little Tyler! I cried while watching how happy he was, and it was so hard! ELA exams are done, next week is Math, but it's easy) How will Martin get his Simon back? We'll know later! Sorry for the short chapter!

~AZ