Dear Diary,
I'm sorry I haven't written in you since I got you... it's just been really rough. Dream lately has been in an extremely bad mood. Especially today... I think he died at some point on his journey because he had appeared back home with nothing he left with.
I was a little scared to ask because there was this glint in his eye. It was almost a feral glint like he would break at any moment and go into a frenzy. So I did what I thought best and stayed in my room and that's when I began to write in you! So now I sit in my room alone writing in my diary about how concerned I am about my brother. At least the only thing I have left to calm me down right now is the discs for the jukebox as well as sprit.
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I know it's been a couple of hours...so I thought to update you on some events. I now know Dream is really off because something happened when I put on the disc called mellohi. As soon as Dream heard the music he burst into my room and ripped the disc off of the player slamming in on the ground cracking it a bit. He then proceeded to shout at me to never play these discs again and that he would be out for a while. He took just basic necessities to survive out in the woods and then left slamming the door behind him.
I guess you could say I'm a little emotional right now... I just wanted to know what was going on but was too much of a coward to ask... and then it got too much for him so he left. Maybe I'm just an annoying person... what did I do to him...?
I'm just gonna spend the rest of the day thinking things over. I'll come back when he either comes home or I come up with a conclusion. I just hope that he's alright.
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Dream isn't home yet... it's been around 4 hours since he had left... I'm a little worried now because it's quite late and he said it would only be a while. So I decide maybe it's time to try and look for him. I know he's not dead because he hasn't respawned, but I'm still worried.
I got some things and now I'm ready to try and look for him. I got in my bag some food, potions, and some tools just in case. I grabbed my iron sword and armor so if mobs do try and kill me I won't die easy. I'm also of course taking you just in case.
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It's been around 3 hours now that I have spent looking for Dream and I'm exhausted. I would have gone back by now, but it's dark and I kind of got lost. I also unfortunately did not bring enough food for this trip so I just know I'm gonna be weak. I think I'm going to find a cave and build some protection so I don't die.
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So it's not much later and I found a cave. There's no mobs in here, but I know they are near. I hope I can get through tonight and not die of hunger.
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I'm just sat in this cave not knowing what to do. I should have brought a map so I knew my way home, but I didn't. I also should have brought a compass and again I didn't. So now I'm sat here with nothing to do but write in you. I just hope I can make my way back home and Dream will be alright...
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The Hidden Gem (Dreamsmp Au)
FanfictionBee is a young girl kept away from the smp. She was raised by Dream as a brotherly figure and she blindly follows behind. When Bee turns 17 a change happened and she truly began to realize what's been going on around her. There are trigger warnings...