The Hidden Gem (Dreamsmp Au)

11/23/2020

Dear Diary,

It's the day that I get to see someone about my condition. I'm extremely nervous because I've never interacted with anyone other than Dream before. I don't know if they are going to be nice or if that will prove to be opposite.

Dream had just walked into my room to tell me not to bring too much. He says to pack
some food and warm clothes. I am a little confused, but I get around everything I can into my backpack and now I'm ready to go.

***

We spent the last couple of hours walking. I didn't think that it would take this long getting to where Dream wanted me to go. We ended up though in a snowy biome surrounded by some spruce trees. It almost feels like our old cottage, but for some reason the snow never melts.

We are walking now a little into a clearing and I definitely see a cabin it looks cozy and there is smoke coming from the chimney so someone must be home. I'll update you when we get inside.

***

So funny story diary... before I could get to the door I passed out. I did though wake up on a soft bed I'm alone though and kinda confused. I'm going to go downstairs and see who all's in this house with me. I just need to find Dream and make sure he's alright.

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I'm downstairs with Dream at my side he was happy I was finally awake. I was though very much stunned by a pig man and a crow man that had walked up to me. To be honest I did clingy to Dream as soon as they entered the room. All he did though was side hug me and stroke my hair. It did make me calm down a bit.

One of the men (the crow one to be more specific) crouched down in front of me with a confused look on his face. I wanted to wither away or run out of the house, but Dream kept me there with his arm wrapped around me.

The man proceeded to ask me a bunch of questions like "where did you come from?", "do you know anything to cause your dizziness?" and "have you been under a lot of stress lately?" to which I only responded with what I knew.

After that the man asked me to stand up for a second. As soon as I did I got really dizzy. Dream immediately got up and made sure I was okay. The entire time these small checks went on I kept glancing around the room. My eyes kept landing on the pig man that had stationed himself at the entrance of the room almost blocking us in. He was very intimidating, but continued to show a shocked face when Dream would do something kind to me. I ignored it and went on with the check up.

***

It's been a couple hours since the checkup and I had my worst spout yet. Dream told me that when I passed out this time my body just tensed up. He told me that he just tried to massage my joints so they wouldn't tense, but it didn't stop being tense until I woke up.

To be honest I feel really bad for Dream having to take care of me all the time. He's the most wonderful brother, but now that I pass out almost everyday I hate to be restricting him from doing what he needs to.

***

Apparently these people have a bigger library than we have at home because they both came back and then told us that I have a thing called syncope. It's just a disorder where I pass out and black out often. As soon as I heard the knews I looked to Dream and even behind the mask he looked worried and displeased. He tried asking the men if there was anything that could be done and the only answer was to let me stay here for "tests" whatever it consisted of.

Dream looked at me and this time I couldn't tell what he was thinking. I hoped inside of me that he wouldn't consider it, but on the other hand I didn't want to be a burden anymore.  He looked away from me and up to the men and nodded his head. All I could do was sit there in shock. I began to cry a little and Dream hugged me whispering that everything would be alright. I couldn't stop myself though and clung onto him until he walked out of the door... without me...

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I'm now just sat here on the bed I was in when I first got here scribbling my thoughts into you before I go to bed. I really miss Dream... of course I've been without him sometimes for months, but this is different. I'm stuck in a house with random strangers and they are going to do tests on me to see why I pass out... this is too much to comprehend right now... I'm going to bed.