The Hidden Gem (Dreamsmp Au)

12/18/2020

TW: mentions of seizure, and depressive thoughts

Dear Diary,

He told me he would stay... apparently that wasn't a big promise. So to let you know what's going on. Dream had promised me when I got home a few days ago that he would stay home with me and make sure I would be okay. I guess though that I'm not important enough because he just recently left to go on one of his long journeys again...

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My condition is just getting worse... of course I don't think it got any better when I was with Phil and Techno, but I guess that's how life goes. When I say that it's gotten worse I truly mean it. I have pain in my neck now from every time I pass out. It happens so often that sometimes I can't even do basic tasks around the house without falling over.

I wish it would just go away or someone could find something to help. Of course though now I am again trapped in this house and no one knows where I am. Techno and Phil were the only ones of course who know where I am?, but Dream made it clear to them he didn't want there here. I guess it can be considered a good thing because of those guys that kidnapped us, but I'm lonely.

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I've counted throughout the day (it's only 2pm so far) and I have passed out a total of 6 times. I've also felt dizzy the entire day as well. I wish I could go somewhere and just know what's wrong with me... LIFE IS SO POINTLESS.

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After that last entry I had an eventful time to say the least... I got really mad and started to throw things and break things. I also had another good 2 pass out sessions along with a break down in there. The one thing good that happened was that I heard a knock on the door. Of course I thought it was Dream, but I opened it and it was this tall half enderman half... something standing outside my door.

When I seen him at first I wanted to scream, but there was such a kind aura from him that I didn't dare to be frightened. He introduced himself as Ranboo? I think it was and I told him who I was. I of course didn't tell him about Dream because there was no reason to.

We sat and talked for a while and I asked him what brought him all the way out here. He told me that he had something written in a book that told him to come here. I was a little confused and asked to see the book, but he quickly moved it away.

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As we got to know each other more he told me that he had to go and he would see me later. I think I just made a friend out of him and am exited to see him again. I hope it's alright with Dream though because I know he doesn't like people knowing about this place. As well as he has things to take care of around here (even though I don't know what they are). I still didn't want to mess up anything he was doing by talking to a bunch of people.

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Um hi diary I guess the whole meeting up with Ranboo again thing happened sooner than I thought. So during my time lounging around the house after he left I had a very thick dizziness come over me. It wasn't like anything that I had experienced before and I was scared.

I tried laying down and subsiding it for a minute, but it only continued. My head also started to hurt and I knew I had to go get someone. The thing was is that I know Phil and Techno are too far away. I couldn't walk there in a state like this, so my next best option was Ranboo. He said he lived over in a place called L'manburg. So I began my journey there.

I kept passing out along the way and I had multiple bruises now on me from falling. Once I got there though it was so pretty. There were cute little cottages and a nice river below the houses. I stumbled up the stairs to what I though was L'manburg and looked around for Ranboo. To my delight he was sat in one of the little houses going through his chest.

I got to the door and knocked hoping that I knocked loud enough so he could hear me. He did in fact hear me and opened the door I took a sigh of relief and passed out onto him.

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Now we are here at the present me sitting on Ranboos bed waiting for him to figure out his chest sorting. He told me he didn't know what he could do for my condition, but he said he had a friend who knew. So now I just sit here and wait. I hope whoever Ranboos friend is they are good at potions and medicine.

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Diary it's Phil that was the friend... when he walked into the house a look of terror came over his face and that's when I started to feel bad. I couldn't tell if it was the fact I was in the place I got dragged to after my kidnapping or the fact I was away from Dream by myself.

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Of course I couldn't tell Phil a lie of why I was at Ranboos house, but I didn't expect to get slapped with some news. It turns out the reason Dream has been gone so much is because he is watching over a boy who got exiled? I don't really know if that's a good thing to be happening, but I'm glad he's alright.

When all of us kept talking Phil made me fess up. Ranboo looked at me incredibly shocked when I told him I was Dreams sister. Phil had to correct me that I was his adopted sister since he found me in the woods one day when I was little, but still same difference. At time went on it was still rough trying to catch up with these two but also not die.

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I just had the worst pass out of my life... apparently I passed out, fell onto the floor, spazzed some and then had stayed passed out for a multitude of hours. I swear they probably almost pronounced me dead once they seen that happen. I did though get moved back to Techno and Phil's house.

Once I woke up Techno was sitting on the bed in front of me and I almost freaked out. I didn't expect to see a giant pig man staring me down from across the room. He looked at me with concern in his eyes, but was happy I was okay. The only thing that made me more concerned was I could tell he was really mad at Dream.

For a solid couple of minutes he proceeded to curse him out saying he was a bad brother for constantly leaving me especially in the condition I was in. A part of me could understand what he was saying, but the other part of me keeps telling myself that it isn't his fault. He has things to do it's always been like this where he's been constantly busy. So the fact that I am just in a bad condition now really doesn't change much of anything.

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It's been a long day to be honest diary. Now that I've been moved in again with Phil and Techno and I've only gotten worse. To be honest with you it isn't looking good for me. I'll give you an update soon though and let you know if Dream ever comes back. I'll see you later Diary.