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I'm staring at her for

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I'm staring at her for... I don't know for how many minutes or hours... But, just staring at her... to understand how can she does this to me always... how can she always look breathtakingly beautiful even when she is snoring slightly with parted lips and messy hair... how can she manages to melt me so fastly... how can she pacifies me simply by wrapping her arms around me. Though, I don't think I could find out these answers any soon or maybe never.

She's the girl I never saw coming... the unexpected one who calms me, centers me, amuses me, angers me, and then soothes me. She gets me, really gets me like no one ever has... Wrapped up me in the prettiest package of her world. She is like no one. Maybe, that is why I'm addicted to her, her mind, her soul, her smile, her blabbers, her... everything. She is the safest place I have ever known. She is the one who makes me feel whole in a way that I never have before, and that terrifies me... terrifies me so badly that I want to run away, but I can't because my life is already with her.

My lips curled up, seeing her smiling faintly in her sleep, which made her dimples appear, and unknowingly, I began to trace the bruises of her, though soon my eyes turned red with fury, noticing the finger imprints on her neck, which were caused by the strangling of her throat firmly. My temper sparked, in an instant remembering the person who was behind this. I will not leave that fucker. I'm going to show him the meaning of actual hell...

All my anger and raging flew away when she snuggled more into me, moaning my name, sensing my gentle kisses on her bruises, and sighing in content, I draw her carefully into me, leaving no space between us, kissing one last time her forehead.

Don't ever do that again, Khushi. I whispered, tightening my hold because the sting of her losing away was still distinct in my heart.

Suddenly, gazing at the ceiling, my mind rewound all the events of today, and my hand moved to roam on her back gently. What a day today... I almost thought I'm going to lose her, which still made me shudder in fear. The same fear that I felt when Maa got admitted to the hospital because of sudden hypoglycemia... when Shonu fractured her leg while learning the bicycle and when Papa handled me the entire responsibilities of our business at a young age. But this time, it was so intense and fierce that I felt like my whole world crumbled down.

I know, the very moment I saw her struggling for her life, I can't be away from her with or without conversation, and one thing which I learned today is when you truly love someone, their mistakes never change your feelings because it's the mind that gets angry, but the heart still cares about them.

I honestly have no clue what's going to happen next or how things are going to work out; all I know is I can't leave without her, and I need her with no doubt, she is still important to me, but all I need is time... a little time to make my chaotic mind ease, and her little struggle to prove to my mind that she will be with me not only in good times but also in rough times, that she will not run away from situations, but will work through them together. Let her also learn how it feels when your loved one pushes you away and discovers that there should be no secrets in a relationship.

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