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Vulnerable

It's been about a month since the first date and 2 days ago, we officially decided to start dating. I have to admit, he's like a breath of fresh air and I've never been happier. Chris still leaves voicemails from other numbers but I just block every number he calls from. If only he'd have put this energy into our relationship but whatever. My doorbell rings, it's ash. I haven't seen her in a week from her being out of town with her new boyfriend. "HIIIII CHICAAA!!" I open the door to her squeezing me tightly. "I missed you so much!" She pulls away from the hug and looks me up and down, then stares at my legs. "How long have you had them shaved?" Here she goes. "Girl, come in, gosh" I shove her in and close the door. She looks around as if she's never been here before. I stare at her with a wide eye look, "nothing's changed. I'm still the same." She sits on the couch and puts her leg up on the table, "I'm just checking to see if there's any testosterone in the air ya know." She laughs. "Anyways, how was your baecation." I pour both of us a glass of tea for the cold weather outside. "Oh my god, it was everything. We went to a very nice home in the mountains with a lake in the back. He made me breakfast in bed and ... well.." she bites her lip and crosses her legs. I stare at her in shock, "No way!" She cheeses to me, "yes way! He put a few inches in me to make up for the inches I lack in height." Pbbtttt! My knees get weak and I fall dramatically on the counter, "bitchhhh". "I feel like a new woman. Speaking of new woman.." she walks over to me and grabs her cup, "what's the tea? All pun intended." I know what she wants to hear but it hasn't happened. "My spine is still intact. But things have been going well with us. We went on another date to the boardwalk while you were away. He's such a gentleman, and funny too." I smile stirring my tea. "He's a virgin", she blurts out. "ASHLEY! No he's not", I go to the couch and plop down, "we're taking it slow. Not everybody is a horny slut like you." I sip my tea. "90 day rule my ass, you're gonna give in soon. I know how you are y/n" she sips her tea again. "You don't know SHET!" I laugh. It is hard to keep my cool, especially since he's such a good kisser, an amazing kisser, absolutely imPECKable if you will... see what I did there? My phone dings a text from him:

"Hey baby. I'll be off of work late, so we might not see eachother today. I'm sorry :( .."

I text back:
"It's ok. Don't work too hard :)"
I'm not going to lie but I will miss him today, I really wanted him to come over but I get it, work first.

1:13am:
I can't sleep, and yunho hasn't texted me since earlier. I scroll through Instagram hoping to distract myself from missing him. I see a story posted from him 30 minutes ago with his dancers practicing. I bite my bottom lip at the sight of him smirking while dancing.. he looks so good. Suddenly my doorbell rings. Who in the hell is ringing my doorbell at this time of night? I lay there with furrowed eyebrows. It better not be... it rings again. Maybe if I stay here, he'll go away. Ding dong. Ughhhh. I roll my eyes before getting out of bed and heading down stairs. Why does he keep bothering me? I'm finally happy, just leave me alone. I open the door with agitation, "What the... hell...". Yunho smiles, "Hey night owl. Did I wake you?" I jump on my tip toes and throw my arms around his neck, "no you didn't." I pull him inside with my lips glued to his. "Mmm" he breathes through it and kicks the door close with his feet. What am I doing? Well I know what I'm doing but... why? When was this decided? It don't matter, I don't want to stop. I run my fingers through his thick black hair as I back up against the wall. He laps his tongue on mine and gently bites my bottom lip as he pulls away, "what's gotten into you?" He smirks. "I don't know, I just missed you I guess." Thats only part of the truth, I need his touch, I crave him. "It's only been a day.." he slowly swipes his thumb down my lips, and bites his lips at the sight of me putting his thumb in my mouth. A deep moan slips out from his pink tinted lips and he proceeds to intertwine his fingers with mine and pin my hands above my head. "You sure about this?" He meets my nose with his, teasing me by brushing his lips across mine with each word. My breathing intensifies with shallow moans and I open my legs on his thigh and move my hips gently against it. He pushes his thigh higher causing my body to jerk. My body is getting hotter but the chills on my arms— "tell me how it feels baby," his voice is like velvet and he's clearly turned on but his breathing stays steady. He unpins my hands, grabs my thighs and lifts me up against the wall. A moan escapes from my mouth surprised by his strength and I wrap my arms around his neck. "Tell me baby.." he places gentle kisses on my neck, my hips start to grind against his waist with each passion filled kiss. I try to think straight enough to speak , "It feels.. good baby," I lean my head over to give him more exposure to my sensitive neck. "Mmm", the vibration of his chest from his voice hardens my nipples through my silk shirt. His gaze meets mine, eyes dark as the night sky with lust. He smirks noticing my shallow breathing and how my body reacts to him gently squeezing my thighs with his massive hands. "I want you.." I run one of my hands through his hair and grind my hips against his waist more, "please", as I leave juicy kisses on his neck, I can feel my panties filled with silk. He picks me up and takes me upstairs to my bedroom. "I never thought I'd see you like this.." he gently lays me on the bed and I sit up balanced on my elbows. He hovers over me concealing my body with his introducing his lips to mine once again. I open my legs and wrap them around his waist. He stops and looks at me with an endearing smile, "you're so beautiful, you know that?" He speaks as he glides his hand along my thigh. I nod in agreement gliding my hand under his shirt rubbing his muscular back. He pins my hands above my head, and starts trailing kisses down my chest and to my breast. He notices my hard nipples and looks up at me with desire in his eyes. Fuck. I throw my head back in pleasure as he kisses my nipples through my silk tank top. My body squirms against his, feeling a pulse between my legs. A loud gasp escapes my mouth when he gently rubs my pussy through my shorts. I'm soaking, I can feel it. I pull his shirt over his head as he kisses his way back to my lips. His long, thick tongue dipping in and out of my mouth, it tastes sweet, intoxicating almost. "More.." I breathe out. With that response he slides my shorts and panties off and goes down. My heart is pounding.. in both parts. I sit up a little to see his tongue dip into my wetness, each of his hands assigned to each thigh, "mmm, you taste better than I thought". He then proceeds to tongue kiss my lips as if he can't tell the difference between the ones on my face. "Mmmm fuck" soft words slip from my lips with each stroke of his tongue. A sudden strike of electricity fills my stomach and causes my hips to jerk when he attaches his mouth to my clit. I grab his hand on my thigh, "awh yunho.." I'm seeing colors on my ceiling, his tongue moves at a steady pace but with intensity. My energy starts to fill my legs causing them to shake but that doesn't distract him. He laps his tongue around my clit and inserts two of his fingers from the other hand. My moans grow louder and my back arches trying to escape the unbearable waves of pleasure I'm feeling. "Oh god .. I'm gonna cum.. please", my voice trembles when he presses his digits against my g spot, jolting his fingers in and out of me. The veins in his arms become more noticeable the harder he works. He lets up and looks me in my ecstasy filled eyes , "please what baby?", he takes his other hand from mine and presses it softly on my stomach to relax me. The noises from my wetness fills the room. "I'm so close, don't stop," he begins again on my clit, this time leaving his mouth open so I can see his tongue do work while he makes eye contact with me. The colors on the ceiling turn into white orbs and my throat fills with air. He presses on my g spot harder and pumps his fingers faster as he sucks on my clit applying pressure with his tongue. A long drawn out moan forces it's way out, "Awhhh yunhooooo, fuckkkk" I grab his hair and grind my pussy against his mouth. He takes his fingers out and grip both thighs holding me still as he keeps licking my clit putting my body into overdrive. My body jerks from the sensitivity his tongue leaves behind with each swirl around my pearl. I gasp with the sudden swipe of his thumb over my nipple. My body wants to escape his mouth, it's too much for me but he puts my legs on his shoulders and glides his tongue down to my entrance to give my clit a break. "So sweet," he speaks, his breath against my delicate core makes me shiver. "Let me.." I breathe out. "What's that princess? Hm?" This man. I take his hand from under my shirt and slip his damp fingers in my mouth. Still tasting the remains of my cum, I match my tongue motions with his, gently sucking his finger soft. I began to feel a familiar jolt of pleasure in my pussy. I moan against his fingers, "Fuck you're gonna make me cum again.. baby..", he takes his fingers out of my mouth and pulls me to the edge of the bed sliding his tongue deep into me. "Oh god!" I squeeze my breasts, I can't believe what I'm feeling right now, I've never felt anything this good before. My eyes close as I get closer to climaxing then he pulls away. My body shakes at the absence of his tongue. "Don't.. stop.." He hovers over me once again, his lips glossy from dessert. I feel the skin to skin contact between my legs noticing his thick dick pressing against my needy clit. He moves his hips slowly gliding his shaft against my soaked core. I wrap my legs around his waist and tug on his bottom lip, "I can't take it anymore," "you can't? Want me to stop?" I feel my orgasm coming again, and I moan out his name, "yunho... yunho.. awh! YUNHO!" As I'm cumming he inserts his dick deep into me sending me over the edge. He thrusts into me at a steady pace watching my eyes tear from the unbearable pleasure. His deep moans mixed with my high pitched moans fills the room. "Want me to stop baby?" I can't speak, faint moans and gasps for air cover his lips. I wrap my arms around his waist feeling his muscles contract with each thrust. "You're .. doing so .. g-good.." I stutter out. He smirks at me and gifts me with a tongue kiss. I feel another orgasm this time in my stomach and I clench my pussy. His thrusts speed up dominating my insides and stretching my walls out, "don't hold it in princess, let me feel it". He sits up and put one of my legs on his shoulder and thrusts harder. I dig my nails in the sheets as he pushes deeper making me cum harder. I arch my back up and scream out, "FUUCKK!" added by a squeal of "holy shittt!" He chuckles and approves my reaction with a deep "mmhmm. There you go". My body goes limp and I'm sure my soul is non existent. He pulls out and flips me over, "arch.." He about to wreck my shit. I get on my knees and arch my ass up towards his waist. He lets out a breathy "ahhh," as he slides in duetting my intense "mmm". Striking my ass with his hand he body rolls his dick into my cervix. It hurts so good, my eyes roll and I bite my lip muffling my loud moans. He leans down into my ear still destroying me from behind, "look at you baby.. look at how beautiful you look." I look forward into the mirror hanging on my closet door, a perfect sight of how he hovers over my back. His black hair wet with sweat falling over his forehead, I furrow my eyebrows from another wave of pleasure caused by the sight of him licking my neck. He looks like a motherfucking god. "Yunho, don't stop.." He sits up and wraps his hand around the back of my neck and strokes faster. "I don't plan on it".

The next morning:
The sun lights up my eye lids and I open them to see a sleeping yunho next to me. Wrapped in his arms, I smile and give him a gentle kiss on the lips. He looks so peaceful sleeping despite the demon he turned into last night. My tummy flutters from just the thought. "Baby." I softly stroke his face, "babe.." he opens his eyes to me and smiles. His cheeks and nose blushed with a hint of pink and his eyes puffy and innocent. Sorcery. "I'm gonna go shower." I say as I give him another kiss. I try to get up but he holds me closer with his arm, "don't go yet, a few more minutes." he says; his voice deep and raspy. He kisses my forehead and slides my leg over his. "Baby I have to shower.. " I move his arm and smile "I'll be back and we can cuddle all you want. Or.. you could join me." I smirk to him and get up heading in the bathroom.

Yunho's POV:
Was that an invitation? I'm sure it was. I hear the shower start and I wait until I hear the shower door close before I get up and head towards the bathroom. Her doorbell rings. I stop, contemplating should I ignore it or go answer it. I ignore it but then it rings again. "Ughhhh!" I put on my sweat pants and head downstairs to the door. Who could it be this early in the morning? I open the door to a man holding roses and a teddy bear. "Oh— uhh.. is y/n home?" I give a confused look.. "yea who's asking?" "I — are you her boyfriend?" I wonder why does it matter but then it starts to make sense. "No, I'm her best friend." I lie. I want to see who he is. "Oh ok good, could you give these to her and tell her to call me?" I take his flowers and bear and try my best to control my temper, "yea yea sure..". I watch him get back in his car with a happy smile on his face as if he accomplished a life long dream. I close the door feeling my heart break slowly. She told me she was done with him and he didn't know where she lived. How does he know where she lives if she didn't tell him? I read the card on the roses:

"Y/n I'm so sorry, I miss you. I still love you and I want to see you again. I'm different. I promise."

I walk upstairs thinking about how I will confront her about this. As I get in the bedroom, I hear her from the shower, "baby! Are you coming??" I'm confused on whether I'm angry or heartbroken. Why am I heartbroken? I don't think she's cheated on me with this jerk. I don't want to think about that. I throw the roses and teddy bear on the bed, put my shirt and shoes on and leave. This has happened to me before and before I lose control of my feelings, I need to think.

Y/n POV:
After waiting for what seems like forever, I get out of the shower and walk into the bedroom with a towel wrapped around me. "Baby?" I see roses and a teddy bear on the bed but no yunho. "Awww babe! More roses? And a teddy!" I pick up the roses after I noticed a card, I began to read it and my heart dropped. Oh no. I drop the roses and run out of the bedroom, "Yunho!" No answer. Fucking Chris!!! "YUNHO?!!" I rush downstairs and notice his keys are gone. Shit! I run back upstairs and grab my phone to call him. "Please pick up baby." Tears fill my eyes. Why would he leave and not talk to me about it? The voicemail picks up. "Dammit!!" I call again. I'm pacing back and forth, his voicemail answers again. "Shit!" I grab the roses and throw them out of my room. "FUCK YOU CHRIS!" I text yunho,

"baby please come back. I can explain. I didn't do anything wrong if that's what you're thinking. I don't know why he showed up. I'm really done with him. Please come back."

Send. I gotta do something about this fucker. He's not gonna ruin my happiness anymore! I'm not being quiet this time.