ONE DIRECTION AND I

Miss You Mom

As I went outside, I realized it was raining. “NIALL!!” I shouted, and waved as fans came up to me.

“Hi! Excuse me everyone have you all seen Niall?” I asked the fans, and they all turned towards the street. “Thank you!” I headed off, and looked everywhere. “Niall!!” I went inside a coffee shop, because I was starting to freeze, I shivered and wrapped my arms around myself.

Well, it was da ja vu except Niall version. He was sitting there with Demi and they were getting coffee.

I walked out, and headed back home in tears. I wasn't going to flip out. I didn't like Niall, anyway...or did I? Damn my horomones! I walked inside, by now it was all cleaned up.

“Hey you look upset?” Zayn said, hugging me and I told him I saw Niall with Demi.

“Well, let's make him jealous!” He said, and I smiled. Harry walked out of Clary's room.

“Shh...-” He saw my face and said. “Where's Niall?” Before I could say anything Zayn, piped in.

“Out with Demi.” Harry looked mad, after nine months, I swear he still has feelings for me.

I yawned, and kissed Harry and Zayn's cheeks.

“I'm going to get ready for bed.” I headed into my room, on the bed was Liam, he was holding Clarissa, asleep. I grabbed my phone, and snapped a photo. And posted it on my twitter.

“Liam and Clary sleeping :) Adorable!”

I changed into a t-shirt and some sweats and went out to the living room.

I sat down on the couch, and turned on the TV, I started watching Shake It Up.

I eventually fell asleep, and felt someone else next to me.

“Who?” I asked, and I felt breath on my shoulder.

“It's Zayn, Niall's almost here. Operation jealous!” I smiled and moved so he had some room, as he laced his arms around me.

“Guys? I'm home.” I heard Niall walk in, and he put the keys down, he walked over to the couch. “What the hell?” I heard him plop down at the end of the couch, and start tickling Zayn and mine feet. But I was almost to far asleep.

“Niall!” Louis said, and Niall looked up. “While you were out with Demi, we were taking care of your baby. While Sky bear went out looking for YOU. So don't wake her up, or Zayn. He's tired too.”

“Where's Liam?” Niall asked, and Louis laughed.

“Asleep with the baby, if you checked Sky's twitter you would know.” Niall checked his twitter and awed.

I heard more footsteps. “Hi Harry.” Louis said, and Harry touched my face.

“Look how adorable she is when she's sleeping, man I wish she was still mine.” Zayn's grip tightened on my stomach, and I winced.

“Yeah well, from what it looks like she's either Zayn's or Niall's.” I heard Clarissa cry and I instinctively sat up. “Clary? Mommy's coming!” I sat up groggily, and hopped over the couch, and into my bedroom.

She instantly stopped crying when she saw me and I wrapped her in a blanket, changed her diaper and put her in a cradle.

“Hmm. I'll sing you a lullaby.” I started singing. “You are my sunshine, my only sunshine when you're not happy, skies are gray so please be happy because I love you. My little sunshine don't ever go away.” I stared at her, and I started crying. “My mom used to sing me that song, every night. She looked at me in content, and I started bawling. “I miss my mom, but I'll never see her again. You get to have your mommy, your mommy loves you.” I felt arms wrap around me, and I just fell into them.

“Shh. It's okay.” Louis said, and I let him carry me out of the room. “Hm. Kevin the Pigeon says don't cry.” I tried to laugh, but it came out a sob.

“I just miss my mom.” He looked at me.

“Well, I heard you say you'll never see her again?”

“She wasn't the best person.”

“I'll help you find her.” I smiled, and cried.