ONE DIRECTION AND I

Love is Lost

“LET GO OF ME!!” I screamed, at the person holding me.

“Skylar, calm down.” Liam's worried voice said, holding me.

“I NEED TO GO AFTER HIM! LIAM LET ME GO!” I screamed, tears streaming down my face.

“Let him cool off, he'll come home when he's ready.” He collected me into his chest, as pounding runs and shouts came from behind us. As I laid in Liam's arms, in them iddle of the road, crying.

“WHAT THE HELLL?!” Louis screamed, out of breath kneeled next to us.

“Niall's gone.” Liam said, and he was starting to cry himself.

“What? No!” Louis started running in the path Niall had gone.

I yanked myself free of Liam's grasp, and took off running again, this time veering right, I was barefoot now, my shoes had been ripped by my vicious running. I crashed into a field, and saw Niall's car on the other side.

“NIALL!!” I screamed, running as fast as I could until I saw him coming up. I jumped in front of his car and he slammed on the breaks, he jumped out.

“WHAT THE HELLL ARE YOU THINKING?” He said, crying as he ran over to me.

“I'm stop-” I couldn't breathe, I was out of breath.

“SKYLAR!” I heard screams, coming from the other side.

“Where are your shoes? You're all cut up.” He said, I was also freezing. Niall took of his shirt, and put it on me.

“I told you never to leave me again.” I cried, as he shh'd me.

“And you said, you loved me.”

“I do though.” I pleaded.

“How do you think I feel!! Seeing you flit around the boys.”

“Flit?” I said, hands on my hips as I stood up.

“Yes! You walk around, like you own us. You say you love us! But helll you don't! You're just a slut.” His words stung me, and I slapped him.

“HOW DARE YOU! I am not a slut! I never was! Niall, you just crossed the line.”

“Clarissa is an example.”

“WE WERE DRUNK!” I screamed, and turned away.

“Yeah, but still!”

“HOW THE HELL WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW, WE'D GET DRUNK AND HAVE SEX! You're the one who told me to drink the beer!”

“Yes! But I didn't know you'd get drunk!”

“Of course you knew! Ugh! You know, sometimes I can't believe hey One Direction, likes me. All five guys. Some girls, would kill me just to live my life. But you know, I grew up a horrible life style. My mother was a slut, and my dad always said I was like her. When I wasn't, he treated me like shit, and I held on. You don't know how many times I've wanted to take my life, and you know what hearing you call me that. I can't even imagine it. I have a hard time, loving people. And I thought I loved you, but maybe you just proved me wrong.” I said, tears were coming madly now, and I ran I didn't now what else to do.

I got far, when I was suddenly yanked back.

“Wait.” It was Niall, and I was so cold now, I was shivering so hard, my body was wracked with them, he put his arms around me and pulled me close.

“Don't go.” He said, kissing me on my head and my neck. “I'm so sorry, I called you those names. I'm mad, cause I really love you, and seeing you with Louis, Harry, or any other guy kills me.”

“I am so sorry Niall. I don't mean to hurt you. I never do.”

“But, I'm still leaving. For a while, I need to figure some things out. Now come on, you're gonna get even more sick. Let me drive you home.”

I forced myself into the car, as we drove he kept glancing at me. As I cried silently, my face turned toward the window.