Sweetest Obsession • KTH | +18

chapter 13

♪•Bᴏɴ Iᴠᴇʀ. Sᴛ Vɪɴᴄᴇɴᴛ - (ʀᴏsʏʟɴ sʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ)

I live alone in this house no one just me and my loneliness, nor I have any freinds I shift to Seoul just in search for a job I don't live with my mom and dad

Well you can't say them my mom and dad, to be honest they adopted me I'm not there real child, I don't remember anything from my childhood except that they don't have any children so they adopted me and soon after one year they had there own chil

His name is Jack he's like my best friend I was really happy once he entered my life, but as he does things changes the love which my parents had for me got disappeared in the thin ear like it wasn't use to be there ever

But not my dad he still loves me and I do to, but my mom is the reason why I have to shift to South Korea

As I said I came here for a job I have already graduated all I need is a job to fullfill my needs my apartment rent my food my clothing and many other things it's hard to find especially when you can't see

Im not sad that I can't see but I think people do have problems with the one who are blind, I'm not like this from my childhood this caused by some accident which I literally don't want to remember

But finding a job is hard I don't have any problem with my blindness I can do my every work without any problem and for the other things my cane helps me but due to I'm blind people think I'm worth of any job

Well it's not there mistakes anybody who saw me would thi k this without eyes it's like a butterfly without colours on its wings

But I don't want to loose the only hope I had, and also I don't want to be burden on my mother anymore it's okay that she doesn't love me my father and small brother does its enough for me

But I can't live with them my whole life when especially the one person in that house hates me more then anything and it increases as I loss my eyesight

She have the every right to hate me, I'm not really good at every thing like my brother is he's the most sweetest person I had in my life I miss him I miss my dad they use to call me sometimes but still having them beside me that'll always stay my one wish which can't be fulfill in any ways

As I said I came here for a job I didn't get in any company but I get one when I find one music institute they give me job to teach violin to some of there kids but it's not enough for me, I need one more job so I search again in every bar and clubs just for music I know this is the only hope so I use my talent as my work

And it happened when one of the club members find me I don't have any idead how and I ask me to join the job I'm happy more then happy now I had two jobs which are enough for me to pay my rent and fullfill all other needs

I arrive there right next day play music and people liked it but something happens on seacond day two men's really talked to me and they said the liked my music it's like a mirecal for me

No one till now from the day I came to Korea has become my freind and these two talk to me, the one thing about them which catches my attention

It's like the way they talk especially taehyung his voice as it's enchoed my ears it's sends chills through my spine it's deep and dark velvet and aslo soo soothing the one which you want to hear all day and night

His voice still enchoed in my ears and the way he talked to me I'm feeling his gaze fix on me and it's seems deep and darkest I have ever feel till now like he's peeking through my soul

Yeahhhh i can't see but I can feel more then usually people can my one sense is destroyed which has make my other senses heightened

I can hear more then normal people can and that is the reason why taehyung's voice attracted me soo much it seems like all the honey and love got mixed in it I want to hear it again so desperately but he doesn't came

I don't know what and why but I can't take his voice out of my head and the way I'm feeling arround him he's making me nervous his stares are making me nervous

And so he didn't came I go next to the club too but something happens something really bad I got late a bit and the manager scolded me I think for a sec he's drunk

I overslept cuz I'm tired on that day way to much tired my whole body was in pain and after that when I go there it breaks my heart that why I only have to get through all this

He scold me infront of everyone in a very awful way my heart breaks into million pieces I cursed myself under my breath why I did even born my ass why did I even slept now my only hope for a good piecefull life is already gone

Now what I do how do I pay my rent the salary I get from the institute I can only spend it to one things my cloths and foos or my rent the rent is too much that it's the biggest problem I think for me is right now

I cry on that tym just because the thought of this I want that job I need it so badly and I know I won't get any again except that I had already ask to every near by club I can but they say no

I was lying on my bed thinking how could Im gonna manage all this how, when my door bell rings I get up and open the door only get to know those men's again who came to call me back for job when they said no

They ask me to come back I can't believe it neither I want to go back I hate that place now hate that man who shout on me but I have to I have no ther choice if I didn't then how I'm gonna pay my rent this though is killing me from inside so I make my way back to the club

With the help of my cane and some footsteps of people which I can clearly hear I make my way to the vip room I entered it's silent I think no body is here and walk a bit more when I suddenly bump into someone

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