I want to grab her tiny slim waist and pulled her closer to me whenever she gives me her bright innocent smile, I want to hear her screams when she ride me, I want to lick her every body part to know how she tastes, I want her I want all of her to b...
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♪•Bᴏɴ Iᴠᴇʀ. Sᴛ Vɪɴᴄᴇɴᴛ - (ʀᴏsʏʟɴ sʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ)
I take another sip from my wine staring at the women's who dance infront of me sitting in the vip room my mind was blowing today is the day when I lost her from my life, this day always seem to be the hardest for me from all months
I hate it I hate this day I wish somehow I could remove it from my life and knowing that I can't piss the shit out of me, all the glances the things which happens on that day they all were repeating infront of my eyes continuesly
It's seems like I'm here in the club watching those sluts dancing but my mind and soul was stuck on to that one shit which happens years ago, I remember everything clearly till now the hate grew every passed year for my dad even more
It reminds me of how he use to me careless and selfish, my head is paining like hell I have finished two bottles of wine till now I don't know why but I just can't stope drinking pouring some more drink for myself I leaned my back on the couch throwing my head back closing my eyes inhaling deeply
And that repeats infront of my eyes again that same scene everything single detail of I remember clearly this is making my every veins pop out but I know it won't stop so it's better for me to give up as I let myself draind in it
I open my eyes quickly when the worst thing is about to come infront of me shaking my head quickly trying to divert my mind our of it it's Fucking hard for me to survive today I know I'm going to get night mares too
The one I hate the most that makes me think that I'm almost living my past again it all felt to real it scares me the only thing which scares me is this
Groaning I rub my forehead with my index and middle finger when my phone rings "yes"I picked it up without even looking at it my eyes were bearly opening cuz of the fucking pain in my head
My eyes shot open and I forgot about everything once I heard the voice of owner from the other side "taehyung" it's him I recognise it in a moment my blood rush to my head while I clenched my jaw what the fuck is happening "namjoon" my voice came out cold like it didn't effect me that he's the one speaking to me from the other line after years
"Yes you recognise?" He asked I can feel the guilt in his voice as I didn't reply for a while before opening my mouth "you want anything", I ask with the same cold voice, it's already too much for me to handle today and now this fucking shit now included too
"I don't want anything taehyung I have called you years ago doesn't mean I want something" he says I take a sip from my drink my eyes were burning in frustration and anger "well I don't think then there is anything else to talk about" I said trying to calm myself and not burst on him
"There is I want to me meet you" now that enough for me to burst "oh shit the fuck up namjoon" I throw out if he was infront of me right now he would be dead by now "why you want to meet now huh go and live your life it's I hope happier without us isn't it?", I ask him clenching my jaw trying hard not to punch on the glass table infront of me
"Look taehyung we need to talk" I cut him off "there's nothing to talk better not to call me again" that's when I cut call this man has make it worst
I grab my head growling I just want it to end and he increased it more, in frustration and anger I throw my phone in full force to just saw it broken into pieces
And soon my mind goes to her I want her right now, I want her near me I know she's the only one who can handle me I remember yesterday when I was about to play piano she helped me forget about everything just her near me forget about everything thing I want her close to me right now
But what if I take my anger out on her, I leaned my back taking long breath throwing my hairs back I'm craving for her I'm craving for her touch I'm craving to taste her I still remember how fucking good perfect sweet she tastes against my lips how fucking good she feel when I grind myself near her heated core
I just want her right now but before that I want to make my anger calm I don't want to scare or hurt her in anyways but I know I need her today beside me I can't stay away from her knowing very well she was the only one who and handle me and was there for me
I drink again shaking my legs to control my anger i can't wait I want her to hug me tight I want her to run her soft little hands through my hairs I want to hear her fast heart beat when I kiss her
Even if I won't because I know if I do this time I would definitely loose myself but having her near me was enough, i want to inhale her faint floral scent right now this man has make things worse and now I only have one way which is to have her close to me
I want to tell her everything I feel I want her to listen me what I'm going through I want her to comfort me when I break down thinking about my past
I never need someone to stay by my side when I get through all this I don't want to let anyone see my weak side also I hate it when somebody cares for me but it's different for her I want her
I don't want anyone else ever the way I want her I have never fe of sharing my dark past to anyone but her, I don't want to hide it from her she's all alone I trust the most
Even if I have a glance of her right now it's enough for me there's nothing more I want right now, and I know she can manage me better than anyone else just her one small peck and I would be all right just her hands running through my hairs and I can sleep peacefully in her small arms
I don't know I would be able to tell her this or not but I know very well she will know clearly before I even tell her
Getting up from my seat I walk out from the vip room even thinking of her making my senses calm a bit as I make my way out
Walking out from the club quickly getting into my car I start driving I want her as fast as I can, and right now if I won't be able to get her then I will defenetly gonna kill someone especially that my one freind namjoon
I don't have any idead where the hell he is or what he was doing but I will hunt him down right now and beat the shit out of him he pissed me off more then I already am
Stopping my car right infront of her apartment I came out walking in the corridor now standing infront of her door I was about to knock when the door open making me surprise
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